Journal Entry for April 11, 2008
Went to my theripsit today. Had had problems at my program this past week,
and so they have dismissed me! I guess I can try going back at …
I have been very lonely through out my life... people always around, but out of my reach... abuse as I grew up.... I have been married 6 years, and lived though more abuse... that is now over, the judge has ruled.... the next step will be the Divorce... and that will continue next week... I always put others first and myself... way at the end of everything. In therapy they are trying to teach me that I'm a good person and important too... Now I have to learn that I need to start putting myself first, or at least closer to the top of the list....
I have been very lonely through out my life... people always around, but out of my reach... abuse as I grew up.... I have been married 6 years, and lived though more abuse... that is now over, the judge has ruled.... the next step will be the Divorce... and that will continue next week... I always put others first and myself... way at the end of everything. In therapy they are trying to teach me that I'm a good person and important too... Now I have to learn that I need to start putting myself first,
I love reading -- when I can concentrate... Computers... Time now with my Boyfriend... and my new friends... spending time with my 13 year old Poodle and Dachshund, And 3 year old Kitty keep me busy. NOW is time to start building my NEW LIFE... that will start today... A chance to find new interests... New friends, and experiences !!!
I love reading -- when I can concentrate... Computers... Time now with my Boyfriend... and my new friends...
Went to my theripsit today. Had had problems at my program this past week,
and so they have dismissed me! I guess I can try going back at …
ok friends don't get used to this... two entries in one week!
No, I am not sure how his lawyer got the protective order …
ok FOLKS, IT'S APRIL ALREADY.... SORRY THE TIME JUST GOES TOO FAST AROUND HERE FOR ME TO KEEP UP! GUESS IT'S EASY TO KEEP UP …
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