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jesse59 
Wednesday
Well, it’s later. The start of another day, another 3rd day on my patch. Up at 4:00a.m. after a fitful night’s sleep. Tossing, waking multiple times, and the dreams made for a rough night. AGAIN! To make things worse, as if, yesterday was 82 degrees and today it might reach 60 degrees. A front went thru over night. Weather changes generally explode my pain to even higher levels. This morning is no exception. I was up barely an hour and a half before shutting the pc down. I hobbled away to the couch. I need my Norco’s bad, but the doctor hasn’t replied. I bet he is going to wait until I come in Friday. One would thing him being a PAIN! Doctor he would understand breakthrough pain. I didn’t invent the bleeping word. I will never wear a patch more then 2 days again.
I have to call my SSI lawyer today. I walked to see Dr. Lacey yesterday. That did me in.
Vocational helper guy, Patrick left me another lovely email. He wanted to know who I was scheduled to interview with. I updated his list, as to whom I and sent a resume to and which ones I still had to apply to. I told him I wasn’t “scheduled” to interview with anyone, since I had not received any call backs. What a ball buster.
My brain is wandering.
What if they had an Olympics for chronic pain, FM, and CFS? What sport would I win gold in? Without a doubt it would be TV Remote Controller spinning. I have gone through several types over these 4 plus years.
Well, it’s later. The start of another day, another 3rd day on my patch. Up at 4:00a.m. after a fitful night’s sleep. Tossing, waking multiple times, and the dreams made for a rough night. AGAIN! To make things worse, as if, yesterday was 82 degrees and today it might reach 60 degrees. A front went thru over night. Weather changes generally explode my pain to even higher levels. This morning is no exception. I was up barely an hour and a half before shutting the pc down. I hobbled away to the couch. I need my Norco’s bad, but the doctor hasn’t replied. I bet he is going to wait until I come in Friday. One would thing him being a PAIN! Doctor he would understand breakthrough pain. I didn’t invent the bleeping word. I will never wear a patch more then 2 days again.
I have to call my SSI lawyer today. I walked to see Dr. Lacey yesterday. That did me in.
Vocational helper guy, Patrick left me another lovely email. He wanted to know who I was scheduled to interview with. I updated his list, as to whom I and sent a resume to and which ones I still had to apply to. I told him I wasn’t “scheduled” to interview with anyone, since I had not received any call backs. What a ball buster.
My brain is wandering.
What if they had an Olympics for chronic pain, FM, and CFS? What sport would I win gold in? Without a doubt it would be TV Remote Controller spinning. I have gone through several types over these 4 plus years.
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i so sorry that you are having such a hard time.......debbie
dkpape
We've all had bad days and share your frustration, sorry for your pain and hard times. Know that I'm thining about you. Carol
carolj57