Journal Entry for November 20, 2007
November 20, 2007 2:46pm
Going tomorrow for site injection for my back. A bit confused on it all. I hear some say don't do it and some say it has helped. All I know is I …
okierx1
4:41pm, July 18, 2008
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About Me
okierx1
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About Me
I am a receptionist now. Did work in a pharmacy at a hospital for six and a half yrs. Been married 2 yrs. this time.lol I have one son that in married and I have two grandkids a boy 8 and a girl 3. I have decided that life is not going to be any different from yrs. ago up to now at the age of 50. I live a middle class life and have someone that loves me, I just can't seem to love my self. I hate life and all the aches and pains I go through. Trusting that God will see to it I will get eased of pain and if not I try to accept it that way. I have good and bad days as we all do.
I am a receptionist now. Did work in a pharmacy at a hospital for six and a half yrs. Been married 2 yrs. this time.lol I have one son that in married and I have two grandkids a boy 8 and a girl 3. I have decided that life is not going to be any different from yrs. ago up to now at the age of 50. I live a middle class life and have someone that loves me, I just can't seem to love my self. I hate life and all the aches and pains I go through. Trusting that God will see to it I will get eased of pain
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Interests
I like the outdoors, music, water and staying places that have beautiful scenery. Four wheele riding is fun too.
I like the outdoors, music, water and staying places that have beautiful scenery. Four wheele riding
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Journal Entry for November 5, 2007
November 5, 2007 12:18pm
Just not having another good day. These flashes of I can't take life anymore keep over taking me. I was a different person when my husband met …
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Hugbook
Hug
Looks like you haven't been here in awhile. Wanted to send a hug. Hope you are doing fine!
Hug
BIG HUG!
Prayer
May God bless you and keep you in perfect peace. Here are some encouraging healing bible verses to uplift you. Remember, faith moves mountains and you can get through anything in the name of Jesus. Exodus 23:25 And ye shall serve the LORD your God, and he shall bless thy bread, and thy water; and I will take sickness away from the midst of thee. Psalm 103:3-4 Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies. Matthew 4:23 And Jesus went about all Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, and preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing all manner of sickness and all manner of disease among the people. Matthew 8:14-17 And when Jesus was come into Peter's house, he saw his wife's mother laid, and sick of a fever. And he touched her hand, and the fever left her: and she arose, and ministered unto them. When the even was come, they brought unto him many that were possessed with devils: and he cast out the spirits with his word, and healed all that were sick: That it might be fulfilled which was spoken by Esaias the prophet, saying, Himself took our infirmities, and bare our sicknesses.
Cheers
Hope you are well. Haven't had a chance to say hi in a while.
Prayer
Thanks for the hug yesterday. I am praying for you, the Lord will give you the strength you need, and peace!!
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Close Wilm's Tumor
I have had a CT the last three yrs. due to kidney stones and this yr. and a new doctor the CT shows a tumor in my Adrenal Gland. Was sent to a kidney dr. and he did tests and said it is a non-functioning one. I read under Mayo clinic and it is like it should come out. The longer it is in there the more chance it is cancer. And the fact the last three doctors never told me it was there. Now there is extra bone on a protuding disc in my back in the saime area and burning all the time.
Close Addison's Disease
I have a tumor in my Adrenal Gland that the doctors won't remove. They did tests and say it is a non functioning one. But all I read like on Mayo clinic it says take it out. It has been there for three yrs. and just now a new doctor told me. He says it's a risky surgery. Anyone familar with this?
Open Sexual Abuse
Was taken to the store across the street with my older sister when I was three. My sister didn't have enough money and we lived across the street and she said you stay here I will be right back. The guy said come here I want to show you something and took me to the swinging doors and as soon as I stepped in he put his hand in my panties and started rubbing. I just remember the police and feeling numb.
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- I don't feel. Or I have felt that is all I am good at.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I just get lost in music and sometimes it is negitive and not an up lift. I dream of perfection somehow. And yet I know we live in an imperfect world.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Been to some counseling and know its not my fault and yet it don't take away the child that I was and can't bring it back.
