Journal Entry for November 6, 2009
November 6, 2009 2:14am
sepi 
10:30am Monday
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About Me
sepi
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About Me
I am a professional divorced non custodial mother.I struggle with more than I care to explain.I yearn for a sense of security and stability in life that's eluded me so far...
I am a professional divorced non custodial mother.I struggle with more than I care to explain.I yearn for a sense of security and stability in life that's eluded me so far...
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Interests
Love the beach, computers, gadgets, movies, books, flowers, romance!
Love the beach, computers, gadgets, movies, books, flowers, romance!
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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2 hugs received, 1 discussion post, 1 hug given
Yesterday
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sepi changed their mood to Bad 9:10am
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sepi gave fieldofdaisies a hug 9:05am
Maggie, thank you so much for your support. I couldn't sleep last night. Tossed and turned..was awake…
Monday
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sepi wrote a discussion post in the Bipolar Disorder support group: struggling 9:19pm
I don't know what's happening to me. I'm so sad and so angry and so restless. I don't know what to do…
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sepi updated their status 10:30am
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And...…
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sepi gave Meekacat a hug 10:25am
Hi Sandra, Thanks for the info. I did get an award letter, but they say my payment's won't start until…
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Journal
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Not sure what's going on
October 21, 2009 11:31am
I'm not quite sure what's going on with me. But I do know there is a slow river of anger and loss of expectation coming from Mohammad. I feel …
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Starting again
October 17, 2009 1:31am
I just started on Jenny Craig and my challenge is to not eat before going to sleep. It's 10:30 and I want to eat! :-(
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hang on sepi...just read in a post you were feeling hopeless...please hang on.....i will hope for u....i send you hope sepi....i know your in a very dark place right now...but, and it does...this too will pass..we just need to ride it out....here for u if you need a friend..love, maggie
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hope you feel better sepi...a big hug for u...you are not alone sister..don't feel alone, because we are all here together and struggle with the same thing's....i know we can't crawl under eachother's skin..yet we all deal with the same illness and we can understand eachother.....try just for today to replace some of your negative messages to yourself ....just try like for an hour....i've been trying this and it really does make a difference..i'm so use to talking negatively to myself...this illness is hard enough to deal with besides telling ourselves negative thing's about ourselves....i feel u sepi...i understand......here for u if you need someone to talk too....i see your from hunington beach! my sister use to live in manhatten beach...i visited her once and really loved it out there:) peace sister....love, maggie
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You should be able to check with your social security number,I think. You get paid once a month. The payment date is determined by your birthday...usually within a week of that number day. My birthday is the 21st, my payday is the 4th Wednesday of each month. I wish I wasmorehelp. I missed out on the perscription D program last year and it is time to sign up now, from the 15th of November until December 31st. That is my goal this week, to find out how I do that. Generally people get it done by their insurance agent when they get supplemental insurance to cover the gap of medicare. I cannot find anyone that will insure me. I'm Bipolar II and I have Lupus. Is their a local Social Security office near you, they will have youin their computer and they are very helpful with info on your payments and their status. Unfortunately, because where I live, my closest office is 72 miles away. The medicare coverage itself cost about $100 a month and they take it directly out of your check. I don't even know the cost of the perscription plan. www.socialsecurity.gov may help answer some of your questions. I signed up so I get all updates automatically emailed to me. I'm still like a one armed wallpaper hanger...FRUSTRATING. I hope this is helpful. Everybody I'm friends with got their SSDI with an attorney. You were fortunate. It cost me just over $5,000.00. oxoxx Sandra
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You should recieve an awards letter. The pay is retroactive to the date of application. I had been trying for nearly 3 years so that is why I got the medicare right away,I guess. It's all so complicated. I had an attorney, however, do you have a Social Security office near you. They will help you if you can't get help over the phone. I'm so happy you've received some money!!!!!!
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I can really relate to your post on the BP board. I would love to be a support for you.
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Codependency
I've lived my life thinking that if I find the right relationship,then I'll be happy. All I get is emotionally unavailable men. So it's time for me to get healthier so I won't keep getting attracted to these types of men.
Treatments
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been suffering from depression for as long as I remember. I am also on medications which helps but it just reduces the depression somewhat. And being bipolar, I cycle regularly.
Treatments
- EMDR Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- I went back to it after becoming severly depressed on Cymbalta.It makes me a bit edgey,but it's better than depression.
- Luvox Working / Worked
- It's only been two weeks but I'm not as depressed and have more energy.
Open Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- No contact is working slowly!
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- CoDA Working / Worked
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Too Soon to Tell
- Just stopped yesterday!! oct 23rd
- Willpower Too Soon to Tell
- Just got mad at myself for smoking!
- Estroven Too Soon to Tell
