Journal Entry for June 5, 2008
so much has happened my abuser was arested and he pleaded guilty, but i don't know what i feel is it releif???????? i am getting married in …
i am 25 with 2 kids never been happy with me and have issues i'd never deal with. crap family background. got some education befor having my first now i am a stay at home mum.
i am 25 with 2 kids never been happy with me and have issues i'd never deal with. crap family background. got some education befor having my first now i am a stay at home mum.
i enjoy listening to music and writing.
i enjoy listening to music and writing.
so much has happened my abuser was arested and he pleaded guilty, but i don't know what i feel is it releif???????? i am getting married in …
I still feel deflated my life is truly not great, i love my kids and they are all that keeps me going and they stop me from putting myself away i …
every day is the same routine and he acts asif i am not alowed to want a break its wall to wall mess and all that two kids do and accumilat. i am so …
i will be going doctors on 31st that is the first step.
i had such a migrane yesterday they are so crippleing i know its to do with the stress and the not eating right my fella is makeing me go doctors …
i was abused as a kid mentally and sexually i have no memories at 11 i was living with my violent dad and looked after the house and kids i was abused by a family member and have never told any one now i am older i know i need to deal with it or i will go mad.
since i was 13 the abuse and being bullied in school changed me i just see fat at i was in size 6 clothes months after having a baby i can hear the voices wanting me to get thin again now i have had my second i am trying to keep it under wraps from my partner i am obssesing over articles to make me better to make me thinner. calmed it down at mo. but when i aint breast feeding any more i know it will take over me again my mum would monitor me she is dead my partner is now getting suspicious.
i have a little girl 2 years old she is a character and is starting to be more good again. I also have an 18 month old.
i thought i was lucky being 13+ and having both grandparents then my mum died and 5 months later my grandmar died both deaths were sudden it has destroyed me i am on mend now.
i am a recovering alcholic havn't drank in 5 years god saved my arse i was 15 when i began drinking becouse i was abused went APAS and realised i had a problem and quit whan i was 18 relapsed after my mums death and now i am clean again for life.
been with my fiance for 5 years on and off we have a boy and girl. he has an 18 yr old son, and a 8 yr old from another ex and a 5 year old with someone else who he always denied being his i am 24 and now a mum of 5.
always suffered from depression never got help until my mum died abusive childhood and insecurities made me this way.