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Baby07 
So last night I was utterly exhausted and just had a long week. As I was getting ready for bed, I noticed that my nipples had gotten HUGE (sorry for the TMI)...for some reason, that made me decide to cheat this morning and take an HPT....well...came back negative...
Granted, I know they are not as sensitive as beta tests in the dr's office, but it was really a let down. I'm sort of in this numb spot right now. I haven't given up hope, but part of me is just like "what the f&$K!!!" It worked the first time we did this (even if we eventually lost it), but subsequent times have not.
I just don't know what way to turn right now. Do I try another doctor??? I'm not old at 36, but we all know that time is not on my side....we have 2 fresh attempts left on our insurance, and 5 embies in the bank right now...
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I also want to add that I had had the spotting earlier in the week, but it had gone away, so I was maybe wondering if in fact it WAS implantation bleeding...so all that combined sort of tipped the scales towards taking the HPT...
Baby07
I'm so sorry. Maybe it was too early to take the HPT. When is your beta at doctor's office? I really hope the HPT was wrong, don't give up yet! Hugs.
Jen2279
I am sorry.. don't give up yet.. it could still be too soon.
Shanny2007
Don't give up until you have your beta...which by the way is when? It might just be too early for an HPT. I haven't given up hope for you yet. Keep us posted sweetie!
dogmom2