Journal Entry for June 7, 2007
June 7, 2007 5:33pm
I am home by myself now. My friend Jamie left for her Dad's today in Coeur D Alene, ID. She decided to rent a car and drive over one …
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Neeka001
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About Me
I am married with twin 1 year olds... boy and girl. I am fun, outgoing, and honest...Just looking for people to connect with...
I am married with twin 1 year olds... boy and girl. I am fun, outgoing, and honest...Just looking for people to connect with...
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You will have 2 of my deleted accounts on your profile as soon as they hurry up and delete this one...
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I love you too. I always have, and I always do. More than anything. I just feel like I dont fit in. You have your husbands... and your not down, like me... I feel sad all the time. And I just dont know how to open up anymore.
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First of all, I want looking for money from you.... But you did seem hesitant... I did feel out of place, I always do now... Just like with Glaisa, you have attatched yourself to Mary... and I feel like I dont fit in... and you told me if I "absolutely had too" I was welcome. As in, last resort. and yes, I was hurt, that you said "absolutely" But I am fine. Im sensitive, and recluse lately... and just dont feel like I fit in anywhere. You do your mommy things... and you are doing so well. I am not. And I feel like an outsider. Those are just my emotions. and no, my journal wasn't solely about you. Angela and even my dad all said the same things to me... It's okay. I fucked up on my bill. I will deal with it. I'll be fine. and my latest journal, has nothing to do with what I wrote yesterday... or my current situation. I opened up about my past... and now Im all wierded out. Im just not normal lately, like i know what that is anymore. I feel alone.
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Close Twins, Triplets & More
I have twin 1 year olds... Anthony and Sophia... and my husband is in Iraq... Its been tough.
Close Military Families
Husband has been in Iraq since June '06... when our twins were only a couple months old. He wont be home until Oct '07...
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaI was a Bulimic from my Junior year in High School age 17 until about age 22/23. Every now and again I feel the wanting to binge and purge and it gets the better of me but I like to think I have control of it. I am insecure with the way I look and especially now after having twins.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I have seen a couple different therapists but neither helped me where I needed help the most.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- I still currently take Zoloft and it has helped tremendously although it suppresses my sex drive and that can cause some issues with my husband and I at times.
