gemma16's Journal

Everyone has a day in their life that they will always remember as being the best day of their lives. Even if you are only 10 years old you will have one of these days, it may change as time goes on but you will always have a day in mind if someone asks you what they best day of your life was.

Unfortuanatley I do not have one of these days, I cannot remember a time when Iw as truely happy, I do not have a day I can say was the best of my life because they are all crap. Whenever I think I may have had that day, something will come along and mess it all up. Why can't God just let me have that one day, a day of pure happiness where nothing can ruin it. Was I such a horrible person in a previous life, Jack the Ripper maybe, that I am not entitle to that one day?