sick lonely tired what to do ?
July 31, 2009 5:20pm
The only feelings I seem to be able to have are sad, I cant sleep and when I do the night mares are awful. The family doesnt even call me any …
lynn300
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I am 47 year old mother of 2 with 3 grandchildren ..I love to write or did I love to garden or did .. I believe in God and destiny . I am married .. The PTSD is really bad I am tired of living in the past but its hard not to when it hits you in the face every day.. I dont sleep I should say I cant.. my weight is out of control I have gained 65lbs in 5 months .. I also have triple scoliosis with a 9 inch harrington rod right down the middle. I need some one to talk to some one to help me .. I am getting were I will NOT LEAVE THE HOUSE.. because I am so big I have never been this big. I am scared to death some one is going to ask when is my baby do.. so I stay in NO ITS NOT FROM SNACKING..
I am 47 year old mother of 2 with 3 grandchildren ..I love to write or did I love to garden or did .. I believe in God and destiny . I am married .. The PTSD is really bad I am tired of living in the past but its hard not to when it hits you in the face every day.. I dont sleep I should say I cant.. my weight is out of control I have gained 65lbs in 5 months .. I also have triple scoliosis with a 9 inch harrington rod right down the middle. I need some one to talk to some one to help me .. I am getting
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Journal Entry for January 24, 2009
January 24, 2009 11:22pm
some one any one just give me your time 5 mins
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Journal Entry for September 23, 2008
September 23, 2008 2:38pm
well it seems so strange not to know who you are. I have been told by 2 very good doctors that I have had PTSD since I was at least 18 months old and …
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Journal Entry for May 6, 2007
May 6, 2007 6:41pm
today has not been a good day at all last night I got very little sleep and the sleep I did get was bad nightmares... then my mother person called …
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I got sick about 4 years ago and its been a long hard fight to figure out what is wrong . Finally found out that one thing is PTSD which has made the panic attacks worse. the insomnia not sleep for days on end are hard I get really tired.. then the nightmares. I have learned I have had this since I was very young but its just now coming out... I wanted to talk to others to see if what I am feeling is normal..
Treatments
- EMDR Working / Worked
- brought up bad memorys bad nightmares ANGER.. sadness .. since of helplessness
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- seroquel is the worse thing I could have ever taken it made my VERY ANGER and made my panic attacks so bad I couldnt leave the house and didnt help with sleep at all.
- Zoloft Too Soon to Tell
