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sharktooflady 
OK, so it's been awhile. So sue me. I'm here now aren't I. Geez, get off my back.. Oh, sorry bout that, thought I was talking to hubby or sons. 
So, it's been awhile. Have been here, but just as a stalker lately. Not in the mood for posting, journaling, whatever. Saw the crap going on the fibro community last week and almost deleted my account. I am NOT into squabbles , cliques, or drama queens. Too many real problems in life to deal with.
Depression is getting on my last nerves lately. I'm a little better now. Shiney, Happy people don't gripe my butt as much now. LOL
Got thru Christmas. Painful as it was, and barely did it. Family still is totally screwed up and sooo..distant. Even though we live within 25-miles of each other. Go figure. I really never see us as the matching christmas sweater types in the future. Too much hurt and drama from the past. With Mom, and now Baby Brother gone, it can never be the same.(Next Life will be better, I promise!)
Found a great church though! Man, it is rocking! That Holy Spirit Dude shows up alot, you can feel it, and boy does it feel good. One thing my hubby has always done & is precious to me is, hold my hand during every prayer. It just feels like such a strong bond and we are as One, talking to God. It is a much needed love & security for my life.
OK, enough for now. No need to over do it.
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im glad you found a rocking church i use to go to one before i became to sick to go hugs charlene
richannamae
You go Mel............ Steve
SpyderNCSU
glad you found a place where the holy spirit is active... hope you and hubby hold hands and keep prayin for a long long time... best wishes Russ...
russ54
I for one am glad you decided to stay because we need to stick together especially against stupidity. Don't let anybody chase you off. That is great about the church. We moved 6 years ago and haven't looked...shame on me...you inspire me...hugs jilly
JillyT