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LilAngelRose 
I should be having my Baby in less than a month but I guess that is not going to happen. It is so hard not to be bitter. How can I be at peace when all I want is to hold my daughter. Why cant I have her why why!
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You will always have her in your hear and though that is not the same as holding her, she was yours, she was loved, and she knows that! Do something special for yourself, with your family, for her when that "date" comes around. I think that the time leading up to those milestones will always be the most difficult. I am planning to take the entire week off, Jai was due Sept 5 and since that is a short week with Labor Day I will take the entire week off and that morning go to her grave, it will still be her day...about her, about us! Remain strong...I am thinking about you!
LuvUJai