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KCJ 
5:22pm, September 8, 2009
I remember the one and only trip I took with my adoptive father.
He was taking grain to the elevater and took me along.
I remember being so excited to be able to go with him
I was bouncing on the seat of the truck the whole way in.
We sang and laughed - so good
He on the other hand had other plans for me
I remember getting to the elevator
but I don't remember returning home.
this has always bothered me but put it off as just an 8 yr olds short attention
I woke from a dream of that trip at about midnight
I now know the reason I don't remember returning home
That was when the rapes began.
No wonder I have had to have c-sections for having my kids
I had been damaged internally.
What f***ing pig of a man would use an 8 year old in this way
Why the hell can't these idiots keep their pricks in their pant.
I also know that I have had a block on my memory for 11 years rather than the 6 I had originally thought.
bastards bastards bastards
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Now it becomes clear. I am so sorry you had to go through this my sister. I am sending you healing energy and lots of hugs.
MorganBlack
This is so very sad and what a terrible thing to do to a child. I'm afraid if someone ever tried this with my grandson, I would be in prison, as I would surely kill them, or hire someone else to do it. But then, that would make it too easy on them, right?
They should go to prison with a huge tatoo on their head, 'child rapist' so the other prisoners would eventually hurt them, at least physically, as the child they hurt.
I'm so sorry you went through this.
You have evolved as a beautiful butterfly, even though you went through hell to get here, bless you, sweet soul!
SafeNSerene