Hi im lost and confused. I have …
Hi im lost and confused. I have a 4 year old who has austism. I have not been able to find any help in my community and …
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3:29pm, February 8, 2009
Well, tonight is weight watchers and we'll see how it is going. I have been very good about my points and the foods I have been eating so I am hopeful to have lost something. PLEASE!!!!
My mother on the other hand is making me a little crazy. We are supposed to be doing this together but she has eaten fried chicken and donuts and I'm like hello??? Are you doing the same WW I am, cuz that really isnt on the plan. I mean you can have it if you dont eat anything else for the entire day!!!
I guess I feel let down by her a little. This was something we were going to do together and she is letting me down. I have to just concentrate on me and not worry about it. If she does it she does it if not then not. I have to take care of me. SHe is a grown up and I'm not going to follow her around asking what ya eatin, what ya eatin???
Now the other subject is Jacob. I dont know what is going on with him lately but he is horrible. In the last 2 weeks he has been absolutely terrible. i have to leave work now but I will write more on this later......
Ok, I'm back!!! I went to WW I lost 3 pounds in 4 days. Not too bad if you ask me. Now it is time to get serious!!! This really could work for me and I want to make it work so I am going to give it all I can. I need to start walking more. So, tomorrow, i will be out walking in the morning with or without the hubby!!
As for Jacob, I really am at my end and if anyone has any great ideas I'm a desperate mama and I'll take anything I can get.
He has been mouthy, mean, hitting his brother and sister, not getting up in the morning till 5 min. before the bus comes and it is a fight about everything!!!
HELP!! I need to finish the paperwork for the STARR program, I wish I had a moment in my life to get caught up on everything I am supposed to and needing to do.
I told my mom tonight, some days I just dont know who I am anymore. I am mom, I am wife, I am Daughter, I am employee. When do I get to be me again???
I feel so lost some days, does anyone else?? I dont know, I feel like I have no time for me and I feel guilty about wanting time for me and when I'm not home I feel guilty for not being there with my husband and my kids. I know I am supposed to have time for me to be sane and stay well, but why is there all this guilt that goes with it??
Well, I need to put the kids to bed and spring my husband from the blanket of children he is wearing right now!!LOL The girls are passed out all over him.
Good night......................Melissa
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First off, WOOOHOOOO on the weight loss, that is fantastic! I am so very proud of you! You keep it up, no matter what, do not worry about your mom, maybe she will get back in the race seeing how great you are doing!
I am really sorry things are so bad with Jacob. Have you thought about an adjustment in his meds? I worry about the anger and hitting, I am sure you are as well. Maybe they can change something for him? I know how you feel, and it has come down in our household when we have Jimmy that my DH just does whatever Jimmy wants so there is no trouble. I HATE it, he has no respect for either of us, but DH basically begs him to do what he wants him too. It has gotten to the point I will not stay alone with him cause he makes crap up and I know he will tell his mom. I know how much harder it has to be on you, you have more children and have to deal with it 24/7 and I am sure it is rougher because he is YOUR child, I can kind of detach cause Jimmy is not mine and he can go home after 2 days. Not to say that is does not make me sad and I worry for him, we use to be very close when he was younger.
Why dont you call the doctor (I know you are not crazy about him though) and maybe he can switch something to help with his temper. I wish I had better advice for you, you are in my thoughts, please let me know how things go.....
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