Journal

It has been along time since I have been on here, over a year in fact. I think it is time to come back, sooooooo much has happened over the last year, with myself, my son, my family....... It has been a rough year that has tested about every bit of strength I have in every aspect of my life. From difficulties with Jacob, to problems with my marriage, to my own broken heart and stupidity and the list goes on, and on...........

 HELLO AGAIN!!! I have missed you.....maybe since I have found you again, I can find me again.......

well, I have hit the 55 pd mark.

Who knew it could feel this good???

I still have a ways to go but I feel so good and buying clothes to wear and NOT hide in is the best!!!

no longer do I drowned myself in over size shirts and big pants.

Sometimes I look in the mirror and cant believe that is me.

When I get to my goal weight I will probably just have a total breakdown. The whole process has been an emotional experience. More so than I ever thought.

Well, time to start on the next 50!!!!!

I hope you all have a great weekend and I will write more soon.

Take care everyone!!!