Journal Entry for August 6, 2007
August 6, 2007 8:02pm
well im kinda pissed off....they made me change my picture because some people dont like to see the real pain most people go thru....now its really …
DEVILDOLL89 
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About Me
DEVILDOLL89
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About Me
HEY, , IM MARIBEL, , WELL, , I LOVE LISTENING TO MUSIC, , I LIKE TO DRAW IN MY FREE TIME.. I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP, , IM IN THE 11TH GRADE, , I ENJOY MEETING NEW PEOPLE & LEARNING NEW THINGS, , I WISH TO GROW UP & BECOME A MORTICIAN OR A VETERINARIAN.. I DESPISE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO MAKE OTHERS FEEL LOW ABOUT THEMSELVES.. ALSO, , I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO GET POPULAR OR SYMPATHY BY BEING FAKE..
HEY, , IM MARIBEL, , WELL, , I LOVE LISTENING TO MUSIC, , I LIKE TO DRAW IN MY FREE TIME.. I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP, , IM IN THE 11TH GRADE, , I ENJOY MEETING NEW PEOPLE & LEARNING NEW THINGS, , I WISH TO GROW UP & BECOME A MORTICIAN OR A VETERINARIAN.. I DESPISE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO MAKE OTHERS FEEL LOW ABOUT THEMSELVES.. ALSO, , I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO GET POPULAR OR SYMPATHY BY BEING FAKE..
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MUSIC, , DRAWING, , ART, , PLAYING THE PIANO, , GOING TO THE BEACH, , WATCHING MOVIES, , CREATING THINGS(CONSTRUCTION) & DESTRUCTION, , XD
MUSIC, , DRAWING, , ART, , PLAYING THE PIANO, , GOING TO THE BEACH, , WATCHING MOVIES, , CREATING THINGS(CONSTRUCTION)
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Live life without the crust! Don’t forget to smile! It’s only life!
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sending you a bear hug, and a hope that things are well! take care and be yourself! -emily
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Sorry I haven't been around lately. I hope to be able to get back soon. Until then I hope things are well, and you take care of yourself. -emily
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Hi I haven't been online in a long time and thought I would just say Hi. Hope life is treating you well.
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thank your and i do hope that i learn a little but im not sure how much this will help
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Close Depression - Teen
I CAN'T FIND ANYTHING IN LIFE WORTH LIVING FOR ANYMORE. NO ONE ACKNOWLEDGES MY FEELINGS OR MY EXISTANCE. I THOUGHT OUT OF ALL PEOPLE MY BOYFRIEND WOULD BE ABLE TO HELP ME, BUT HE JUST ADDS TO THE REASONS WHY LIFE ISN'T WORTH LIVING. I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME. I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- IT DIDN'T HELP ME AT ALL. HE DIDN'T GIVE ME ANY WORTH WHILE ADVICE. I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- IT DOES HELP TO WRITE THINGS DOWN, BUT IT DOES NOTHING TO SOLVE THESE PROBLEMS.
- Prozac Not Working
- I WAS PRESCRIBED THIS MEDICATION, BUT FOR THE FEW DAYS THAT I TOOK IT I JUST FELT WAY WORSE THAN WHEN I WASN'T TAKING ANYTHING, SO I JUST STOPPED TAKING THEM.
Close Eating Disorders
MY FIRST MEAL OF THE DAY IS ALWAYS AT 4:00 PM. I DO NOT EAT AT SCHOOL BECAUSE AUTOMATICALLY AFTER EVERY MEAL I GO PURGE. I AM EMBARRASSESD B/C I HAD BEEN CAUGHT DOING THIS AT SCHOOL, & MY FAMILY KNOWS I DO IT NOW. I BINGE & BINGE UNTIL I CAN'T TAKE IT, THEN I GO & THROW UP. I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR THE LAST TWO YEARS. EVERYDAY I HAVE TO DO IT. I CAN'T GO A DAY W/OUT THROWING UP. I FEEL LIKE IF IT HAS STARTED CONTROLLING EVERYTHING I DO. I NEED HELP.
