skippie's Journal

hi all hope you are all having a good weekend so far,hope you have all managed to keep safe this bonfire eve.no accidents i hope.

well its 2.10 in the morning now and i am totally knackered.went to bed a couple of hours ago,fell into a nice sleep only to be woken by a not very nice dream.i dreamt that my lovely little grey cat had turned into a mean puppy and all he was interested in doing was bitting my head.boy did it hurt.no matter how hard i tried i could not get this blinkin puppy of my head,next thing i knew my dad was there trying to give me a step by step guide on how to un clamp this little monsters jaws of of my head.then i woke up.strange hay.then i woke up.

gail is sound asleep snoring her head off.i tried to do a word search for a bit thinking that would help me nod back off.wrongoooooo.i am so fed up with being the only one awake through the night.i am so tired and all i want to do is sleep.my eyes are stinging so bad now,i dont know if its lack of sleep or if there is somehing wrong with them.

today is the first day in weeks that i have actually been able to do anything.i actually moved from the settee.wow.need more days like today.

my daughter fell ill at the beginning of the week.she was very very sick all through the night and the following morning she begged me to call the doc [thats not normal for her] she was rolling around in agony with severe pain in her back,chest and tummy.the doc came eventually and she checked her over.she has [i can never spell thi so i am sorry] tonsilitis again and she was also concerned thinking she had swine flu.we were really worried for a bit there and would not let anyone in the house.peace no kids...........lovely.we have had it confirmed now that it deffinately was not swine flu.had a call this morrn and scott was not feeling well at all,so he came home.within 1 hourhis temp rose from 37 to 39,so we are really worried about him now to.trouble is he has had so much time of school this year and he has an exam on monday,heres hoping a mirricle happens and he gets over it quick.

i felt so bad last week with kelsea being off though cause i was so ill to and gail had to work,i felt as though i was not looking after her properly.the most i could do was make sure that she had her meds on time.i couldnt even fix her something to eat.when she did get her appetite back,poor thing lived on crisps and noodles.i feel like such a shit mum lately.

ok back to this snoring lark of gails.does anyone know of a simple cure,or even a not so simple cure to help stop her from snoring.its driving me nuts and i dont know how many more nights i can take without sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.i hate to say anything cause i know if she reads this she will feel realy bad [sorry gail i know you cant  help it and i am not blaming you]

ok now i know the cat isnt a puppy and i know i am safe,i am gonna try go back to bed again now.out with the ear plugs again [only trouble is they are not very comfy for sleeping in]

night night my friends,hope you all have a peacefull sunday tomorrow,thanks for listening to me.love and hugs to all my friends anthea xx