RabbitAnn11's Journal

A young girl lies in her bed. She is writes in her diary with her favorite pen. She cries this night silently wishing for everything to end. She stops writing. She is hurt to the point that she can not write another single word. She cries even more feeling sad, weak, lonely, scared, and hopeless. She is feeling as though she is unable to be mended to her childhood. She wishes for the carefree times of happiness, but for her those no longer exist. She knows that the God has forgotten her.

She falls deeper into the dark hold of the devil. He grips her tightly making her believe there is nothing left on this world for her. She tries to fight the dark hold for that she wishes to gain someone's love. She stands up and at the top of her lungs yells "NO!" For that needing this person's love is the one thing she desires the most. Yet the person can't provide her with the much needed love and this breaks the heart of the girl. It crushes her.

She falls even deeper into the hold of the devil. Desperately, she grabs the true things that she knows will understand her, her pen and her diary. She writes her feelings as though they come from her mouth. She cries out for help, but sadly nobody comes to rescue her. Thoughts cross her mind as she tries to end the world of pain, but she is stopped. She looks at herself in the mirror that sits across her bed only to see herself with a handful of pills. She drops the handful of pills and cries even harder only to hate the world of demons.