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So apparently for the whole year i was with cory he used me for the sex. I was never anything more than that and i was in love with this guy. I hate …
Hey peeps! I'm Stephanie but people call me stephie :) I'm currently a sophmore in highschool. I take advanced classes at math science center its a program that you have to apply to and get in and you basicly attend a college for half your school day everyday. I play 4 sports now but ive basicly played almost every sport. I play basketball and softball and run cross country and tack. Want to learn more hit me up people say i give great advice so if you need to talk im here :)
Hey peeps! I'm Stephanie but people call me stephie :) I'm currently a sophmore in highschool. I take advanced classes at math science center its a program that you have to apply to and get in and you basicly attend a college for half your school day everyday. I play 4 sports now but ive basicly played almost every sport. I play basketball and softball and run cross country and tack. Want to learn more hit me up people say i give great advice so if you need to talk im here :)
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So apparently for the whole year i was with cory he used me for the sex. I was never anything more than that and i was in love with this guy. I hate …
Alone
its what happens
when you got beat
when your parents didnt care
its what happens
when you forget how the word love …
Wonder
I wonder what its like
to have a normal life
to laugh and play
I wonder what its like
to have someone care
to …
I have cory but im still hurting its like i want to be taken care of for a change instead of me taking care of myself. Since i was like 5ish ive had …
me and bf are trying to work things out its hard tho he hasnt told me wut hes been thinking or anything like that but i love him to death and want it …
AAWWW thats kewl not many understand them but when you the pain you do Thanks for listening Im having a rough time right now I'd love to share more another time would you likr that?
heey girlyygirl. i so appreciate your hug, it really put a smile on my face(:
it has been a long time! but i'll be on here much more often noww.
i've been doing decentt, how are youu?(:
I knew you would thanks very much maybe we can share more later on
you write beautiful poems and I totally understand them I lead a likfe similar to yours its good you are speaking about it I have a poem I like to share with you I hope you like it I have a feeling you can relate to it
its called MY EMOTIONS
dreadfully staring
through this muddy impurity
with the last daring look of desperation
perishing with pure agony
spurred by contritely
cold in humanity
burning with insanity
if there are words lookn them up in a thesrus I cant spell it right but I hope you know what I mean
Im hear if ya need to talk
nonononononooooo
dont do that :[
ive bin cutting on and off for the last 3 years
my parents used to physicaly abuse me and still emotional abuse me
my house if fucked up bro has sum syndrom that i cant spell parents are always fighting its just shit
my bro has it and it fks up my whole family sometimes i wish he was never born or was gone
i used to be anorexic and bulimic am not anymore but i have to force myself to eat and i hate how i look all the time and now i exercise all the time and its never enough