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ColorGuard1992
Alot of drama i thought that was just for high school but apparently its for the whole world my dad is really gettin me mad!
I try my hardest to the best i can be and evn after i do somthing thats right i still get told that its not enough!
When is it going to be enough?
I feel like i should just give up and not try anymore its not worth it and frankly i truly think its not but happens to me when this is all over all the pain and suffering what happens to me am i forgotten i think so because toady my dad asked agin if my back is ok and once agin i told him no he told me last month that mom should take you to the doctors i mean notheing with me is the same my bad always hurts an even if i dont complain about it it still does i still even have a bruise on my leg from the accident and its numb where it is and my back too do they think that this is just gunna go away?
because its going to last a life time and ...
im done i really just dont want to be here or on this earth... and i know its not a good thing to wish but i do it would be so much more peaceful there than it is here and i woulnt be crying or fighting id just be me and the best part ...HAPPY!
I try my hardest to the best i can be and evn after i do somthing thats right i still get told that its not enough!
When is it going to be enough?
I feel like i should just give up and not try anymore its not worth it and frankly i truly think its not but happens to me when this is all over all the pain and suffering what happens to me am i forgotten i think so because toady my dad asked agin if my back is ok and once agin i told him no he told me last month that mom should take you to the doctors i mean notheing with me is the same my bad always hurts an even if i dont complain about it it still does i still even have a bruise on my leg from the accident and its numb where it is and my back too do they think that this is just gunna go away?
because its going to last a life time and ...
im done i really just dont want to be here or on this earth... and i know its not a good thing to wish but i do it would be so much more peaceful there than it is here and i woulnt be crying or fighting id just be me and the best part ...HAPPY!





