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blondie073
Female, 16, Toronto, ON, CAN
"Life has been more complicated than can fit in this box."
12:45pm
LOST (Original Song Lyrics) Mood
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 | A Poem/Artistic story
Verse:
I'm standing in front of my mirror.
I'm trying to see where I fit in.
My body isn't how I want it to be.
But we're not supposed to want to be thin.

Bridge:
Where should I go from here?
Who should I call?
I have lost my way.
I have lost it all.

Verse:
I'm trying to forget my memories.
Of how I used to get by.
Scales, measurements, and calories.
Battles covered up by lies.

Bridge:
Where should I go from here?
Who should I call?
I have lost my way.
I have lost it all.

Chorus:
And if you don't want me to be perfect,
why do you keep trying to fix me?
And if you want me to love myself the way I am,
why do you keep trying to change me?
I'm a little confused.
I'm a little scared.
I'm fine in my world of smoke and mirrors.
It's too big for me out there.

Verse:
I'm trying to ignore my burning urge.
To throw everything away.
All for my need for perfection.
Will this ever be okay?

Bridge:
Where should I go from here?
Who should I call?
I have lost my way.
I have lost it all.

Verse:
I'm waiting for someone to save me.
I can't stand my fear of being alone.
I wish my disease could kill me.
My hand is inching towards the phone.

Bridge:
Where should I go from here?
Who should I call?
I have lost my way.
I have lost it all.

Chorus:
And if you don't want me to be perfect,
why do you keep trying to fix me?
And if you want me to love myself the way I am,
why do you keep trying to change me?
I'm a little confused.
I'm a little scared.
I'm fine in my world of smoke and mirrors.
It's too big for me out there.

Verse:
I have lost my way.
I have lost it all.

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