blondie073's Journal

So I've been writing about my tumor and everything going on at the hospital on Facebook. Because a lot of people were asking about it, and I thought it'd be easier to write one thing that many people saw than write many things to one person at a time. This was working well. This was happy. Whatever.

Then some fucktard decides to harrass me over Honesty Box, saying how I'm looking for attention, losing my dignity, blah blah blah, because I'm writing about this. Then they said that some people actuallly have cancer or are suffering from it. I get it. I know. Jeez.

After I explained to them why I wrote the note, and then kindly asked them to grow some balls and say it to my face, they said "Ever heard about the boy who cried wolf?" I mean, what the fuck? Seriously?

They didn't believe that I have a tumor, saying there's all these flaws in my story and whatnot. Um, hello? Why would I lie about that? And it could still be cancer! They don't know! They don't think it is, but they can't rule it out. They won't know until they remove it next week.

They said that everyone has problems. Because I got all angry at them and told them that I hoped they never had to go through what I'd gone through. I KNOW EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS! BELIEVE ME, I KNOW! WHY THE HELL HARRASS ME AND MY PROBLEMS IF YOU'RE TRYING TO PUSH THE ISSUE THAT EVERYONE'S SUFFERING WITH SOMETHING?!?! OMFG! SHUT THE HELL UP!

I eventually blocked them, told them to delete me as a friend, told them to talk to my face, then deleted Honesty Box.

But seriously? Why harrass me? Why does everyone feel that being anonymous gives them a right to make others feel bad about themselves? I have a tumor. Yes. I write about it. Yes. Why? Because people want to hear about it. Because for some people, it makes them feel better about themselves. Because it helps me to get it out of my system. I never forced them to read about it. They read it on their own, got angry, and instead of commenting where people could see, they posted on Honesty Box because they were anonymous and I couldn't see them. Whatever. Grow some fucking balls. Say it to my fucking face. Just stop pretending you're better than me because if you're acting like this, you're obviously not.