blondie073's Journal

It doesn't matter how many days go by, there will always be the piece of my heart that belongs to you. And it doesn't matter how bad you fuck up, you'll always have a space in my life. It doesn't matter that we're not friends now, all that matters is that we used to be. All that matters is I care enough about you not to leave you stranded.

Maybe you don't know all this. Maybe you'll never find out. But if you just asked, if you just came up to me and said "I need you in my life", I'd be by your side in a second. Because true friendship never dies no matter how long it's been. We used to be friends. That's all that matters.

Whether you like it or not, you've scarred my life and there's no going back. Tai's scarred my life, Maggie's scarred my life, even Julie from kindergarten has scarred my life. These scars won't ever disapear. They might fade, as time goes on, but I will never forget. I can't forget you even if I want to. It's just not possible.

I might hate you for that. Maybe. I still have to figure out my feelings with everything right now. It's hard for me. So give me space and give me time. I gave you that. A whole lot of good that did me. You said you didn't want to be friends anymore. I waited for that? Jeez.

I'm so contradictory right now. It's insane. :O

I'm going to go play dolls.