blondie073's Journal

"you really need to stop being a fake intellectual and emo child. your writing sucks, and you need to stop making those picnik albums that make you seem like a loser who has no friends & therefore needs to go on picnic 23 hours a day to feel better about her sorry self.
Stop trying to think you're cool, and aaron only wants you to have sex with you. By the way, he DID cheat on you. WITH ME. nobody knows it but him & me, and I thought I should tell you so you know that you're not all that shit.
Have fun breaking up with the only boyfriend you'll ever have, bitch.
hahaha .."

Funny thing, I only told Emma and Maria that he cheated on me. So either Emma told Brett, that bitch from her camp, or Brett read our conversation and went on Emma's account, or Emma wrote the Honesty Box message. Because Emma was online last night when I recieved it. Oh, she's a smart one, she is.

I love how the minute I write a poem, seeing as I haven't written one since the beginning of August, and the minute I picnik a picture, I get the message. I don't care. I like my poems and picnik pictures. Plus he's not the first boyfriend I've ever had, and he'll definitely not be the last. I don't care if Aaron only wants to have sex with me, because he's done a lot more for me too, and if all that was for sex, I wouldn't want to see what he would do for more.

These Honesty Box messages are pathetic, people trying to make themselves feel better about themselves by telling other people they're losers, and I often think of deleting the application. But a lot of good has come from it.... oh well. I'll just deal with it. I know they wouldn't dare say it to my face, because as Emma says, I could take them down. Emma actually said to me: "Look, I wouldn't lie to you, because I know you'd find out, and I know that you can take me. You're a lot stronger than me."

My hair has an oil patch from this retard hair spray meant to make my hair less frizzy, so it looks dirty in ONE SPOT!!! Fuck this, man.