blondie073's Journal

I found the best song in the world. Tug of War, by Carly Rae Jepsen. She's Canadian, and she came in third on Canadian Idol, season 5. I'm so happy she's producing a CD! I can't stop listening to her song. It's my life.

So I've been to every single class on my schedule, and I don't have any classes with Emma. Sweet. Also, I have friends in every class except English. Well I mean Celeste is in that class, but we don't really talk that much. I love all my teachers except the science teacher. He's a substitute until January, when my teacher comes back. She's sick right now. All my teachers are crazy and adorable and fun. I actually like going to school.

Today I have dance first, then French, then lunch, then drama, then media arts. I love all these classes. Because I'm a Frenchie. I've been in French Immersion since I was five, and I am completely bilingual. Which helps in Canada.

I've got to leave in like, ten minutes, which makes me sad/happy. I like having time at home, but I can't wait to get to school. I know I'll hurt after dance, though.

It doesn't feel real, having school again. I feel like this is an experiment, like these aren't my teachers, like this isn't my schedule. It also feels like summer hasn't happened. I'm happy to be back in school, back at Rosedale. It's my place.

I was on the subway when Emma was yesterday. She was talking to Claire and I couldn't help but cringe. I didn't want to be near her at all. On the first day, she came up to Iris, Maria and me and said "hey". Maria and I turned around and left. Every time I see her in the halls, I get angry. She is everything I hate right now. Not only did she practically ruin my life and summer, she's trying to steal my boyfriend. He told me she's asking to meet him and she added him on Facebook. I know Aaron is better than that, and even though we're having our differences right now, I love him. So why is she trying to ruin the one thing that made me happy? That's just wrong, in my eyes. Maybe people will finally see the bitch that lies inside.

Tai was right. She is clingy, insecure, manipulative, controlling, and a bitch. He told me she'd ruin my life, and he was right. She hasn't kept friends from year to year. She clings to people then lets them go. I should've seen that, but I didn't. Now I do, and I never want to go back to her. I wish she'd transfer to Malvern.

Anyway, I have to go to the bus stop now. I'm not sure if I'm meeting my friend, but I know I don't want to be late. Bye bye!!