Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 …
Hi my name is Tish and I am a 36 year old married to my high school sweetheart and have two beautiful little girls. I …
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Hello Family...
Well...Things have been pretty freaken crazy to say the very least...My phone isnt working for one thing, & I have missed several calls from people that I love...Pammy-whammy...I love you sweetie & im ok...My daughter & son-in-law surprised me Fri. night & showed up for a 3day visit...My son is really having some emotional issuse right now that I dont understand...We are damn near broke-AGAIN...Im almost out of suckers-AGAIN...I just am having a tough time right now...I go to Stanford on 6-25 for my 8wk detox process...I think that is what has me as jangled up inside as I am...Fearing that my docs arent gonna want to give me enough meds to make it through till then...I dont know why they wouldnt...It's just that ol dope fiend thinkin I guess...LOL Anyhow, I am in an EXTRA-ORDINARY amount of pain right now...thanks to the weather...How am I gonna make it with no meds you guys? I just cant fathom it at this point...Pray for me...Love you all...
Michelle
aka-Shell-Bell
Well...Things have been pretty freaken crazy to say the very least...My phone isnt working for one thing, & I have missed several calls from people that I love...Pammy-whammy...I love you sweetie & im ok...My daughter & son-in-law surprised me Fri. night & showed up for a 3day visit...My son is really having some emotional issuse right now that I dont understand...We are damn near broke-AGAIN...Im almost out of suckers-AGAIN...I just am having a tough time right now...I go to Stanford on 6-25 for my 8wk detox process...I think that is what has me as jangled up inside as I am...Fearing that my docs arent gonna want to give me enough meds to make it through till then...I dont know why they wouldnt...It's just that ol dope fiend thinkin I guess...LOL Anyhow, I am in an EXTRA-ORDINARY amount of pain right now...thanks to the weather...How am I gonna make it with no meds you guys? I just cant fathom it at this point...Pray for me...Love you all...
Michelle
aka-Shell-Bell
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im so sorry that your having such a hard time right now.I will be praying for you and your family.ya know i was reading your posts and i thought oh my why are they going to do that to her take her off of everything and then i read about getting your life back.and a flash came over me about my "old" live and it brought tears to my eyes.how I long for those days so much.I am so happy for you that you get the chance to start over, nto all of us can so you should be rejoicing not threatened.I wish for you the best and hope you do get a new drug free no pain life. love, katie
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Shell I wanted to tell you how much our phone call yesterday meant to me. I was so worried about you, and our phone conversation put me at ease. I know you are a fighter!! You will make it through all of this tribulation. You will come out of this a stronger woman, wife, mother and friend. I would like for all of us prayer warriors to join in together to pray for Shell. She is extrememly worried about the big change going to be taking place soon. So lets give Shell our prayers!! Allow the Lord to have His hand in this!! Shell, I love ya and you mean the world to me, and I am sure others feel the same way. Love Ya!!Pam
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