Journal Entry for November 21, 2007
First, I just want to mention how thankful I am for all of the kind things yesterday. I appreciate everyone here and if anyone ever needs to …
College student who has issues with eating disorders, addictions, and self image. Love music and to read. If you need to talk, let me know! I'm here for anyone who needs me.
College student who has issues with eating disorders, addictions, and self image. Love music and to read. If you need to talk, let me know! I'm here for anyone who needs me.
First, I just want to mention how thankful I am for all of the kind things yesterday. I appreciate everyone here and if anyone ever needs to …
I'm sorry to say that I probably won't be on much tonight. I don't think I can be very supportive of anyone, because I have had a …
so I know that I already wrote today, but that was early early early this morning, so I thought I would update.
I had a pretty awful day, I got …
hey everyone, I'm sorry I haven't kept up with writing, everyone has been extremely supportive!!!!
I've been released from the …
hello all! Its been a while!
On May 15, I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital for overdosing on atavan. I lost all contact wiht the …
(((HUGS)) I hope you're doing well hon, you're in my prayers...love ya!
That's very true. I've been alone for nearly forever.
Hugs!!
How are the classes going!
ive been gone for a long while how are you? :) thanks for the hug!
In the past, I have attempted suicide and have not wanted to go on in life. It goes up and down a lot. I have cut myself in the past. Just looking to be happy.
I used to be anorexic, and I take laxatives on a regular basis. I have been drivien to depression because of my over-eating problem. I lost 15 pounds due to not eating and then gained it all back. Then I lost it again, and so on. Many times I have tried to make myself throw up but have been unsuccessful. The emotional roller coaster is tearing me apart.
When I get hooked on something, I obsess to the point where I can't think about anything else. Especially picking my face. I go through periods where if I do not pick my face, I have a nervous breakdown. I also have an extremely addictive behavior.
My mom has been loosing her hearing since she was 25 years old. She now has a cohlear implant, but in the past three years, it stopped working. Shes been very hard to live with, especially now since I have been dignosed with hearing loss.I am mostly scared about being deaf like her one day, especially because I have inhearited her OCD, heavy weight, asthma, and allergies. I'm here for anyone who needs to talk about it, since I first hand live with a deaf person.
I'm addicted to food because it makes me feel better, temporarily. Especially infront of the television.