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About Me
BaBeezandMe
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About Me
I am a 42 year old stay-at-home Mom of 5 year old ADHD/Autism twin boys, CJ and Michael. When they were born I suffered terribly with Post Pardum Depression that eventually evolved into my current diagnosis which is Severe Major Depressive Disorder/PTSD/Severe Anxiety Disorder. I attend therapy once a month (wish I could attend more often) and I take Risperdal 2mg and Doxipan 150mg each day to keep myself in check. There are those days when I find it virtually impossible to get out of bed and have a normal day, but I don't have a choice in the matter, I am the Mother of twins that need me everyday regardless of how I feel.
I am a 42 year old stay-at-home Mom of 5 year old ADHD/Autism twin boys, CJ and Michael. When they were born I suffered terribly with Post Pardum Depression that eventually evolved into my current diagnosis which is Severe Major Depressive Disorder/PTSD/Severe Anxiety Disorder. I attend therapy once a month (wish I could attend more often) and I take Risperdal 2mg and Doxipan 150mg each day to keep myself in check. There are those days when I find it virtually impossible to get out of bed and have
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My interests include reading, surfing the net, TV and I love watching Dr. Phil, he is such a realist!! He tells people what they need to hear and not what they want to hear. I love his book "Family First", it is a great book and anyone with children should give it a go. I attend Weight Watchers weekly in hopes that I will lose ALL my unwanted weight! So far I have lost 16 lbs.
My interests include reading, surfing the net, TV and I love watching Dr. Phil, he is such a realist!!
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Close Female Sexual Issues
I am 40 years old and I used to have a great desire for sex but after giving birth to my boys and falling into the depressed state of mind that I am in, my desire is few and far between. I do have those times when I desire it but when it actually happens then I want nothing to do with it.
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Close Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)
I am a stay-at-home Mother of 3 year old twin boys named CJ and Michael. They are a handful and then some. Trying to get them into preschool is proving to be very difficult!!
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- Writing Working / Worked
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am a 40 year old stay-at-home Mother of 4 year old twin boys. When they were born I was diagnosed with Severe PPD which eventually turned into Severe Depressive Disorder.
Treatments
- Geodon Not Working
- Geodon Not Working
- Lexapro Not Working
- Abilify Not Working
- Celexa Not Working
- Crying Not Working
- Geodon Not Working
- Lexapro Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I see a Therapist on a weekly basis and sometimes it helps in a major way and other times it does NOTHING for me!!
- Remeron Somewhat Helpful
- Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Not Working
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Treatments
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- I loved Weight Watchers. I am a total testiment that this program works. Before I got pregnant with my boys, I had lost over 124 lbs.
- Writing Not Working
Open Obesity
What can I say....I hate myself. I have been battling my weight all my life and when I was in my mid 30's I found Weight Watchers and was able to shed over 124 lbs and when I got pregnant with my boys....I gained it all back and some. I can't find it in me to return to Weight Watchers again but I hope to some day.
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- Gastric Bypass Surgery Considering
- I guess I am looking for a quick fix and I am thinking this is not it????
- Crying Not Working
- Writing Not Working
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- lost 14 so far.......worked 5 years ago as well, lost over 125 then.
Open Post Partum Depression
After giving birth to my boys in September 04 I was diagnosed with Severe Post Partum Depression which eventually turned into Severe Depressive Disorder
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Open Eating Disorders
What can I say....I am FAT and I hate myself. I eat for any reason at all. I don't even have to have a reason to eat
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- Crying Not Working
- Writing Not Working
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- lost 14 so far.......worked 5 years ago as well, lost over 125 then.
Open Stress Management
Who isn't stressed out these days.....I am raising twin boys and my life revolves around S T R E S S !!!
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Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
I suffer from PMS terribly....I get severely depressive feelings....I can't function.....I can't think straight.....I literally hate my life when I suffer.
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Open Financial Challenges
After my depression escilated, my finances fell into shambles!!! I try like H@#$ to keep things up and running but sometimes it is very hard for me.
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Open Miscarriage
In October 1989 two days after my 22nd birthday, I woke up in a pool of blood and suffered a miscarriage at 2 1/2 months gestation. At the time I was with a drunk for a husband and 4 states away from home and my Mom. It was also my first move away from home. After all was said and done, my "now X-husband" called his mother and accused me of having an abortion.
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Open Anger Management
I have always struggled with anger issues throughout my life. I think my anger stems from my relationship with my father. I was a very angry child who resented the fact that I had such a man for a father and I think some of that is unresolved in my mind and I still struggle with anger. I try to keep it in check but it can be VERY DIFFICULT
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Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was verbally, mentally and emotionally abused by my Father throughout my childhood. He would call me the worst kid he ever saw, he would tell me I would never do anything good with my life, I would never amount to anything, I was f@#$$%$ stupid and I was just an all around good for nothing kid
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Open Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia (ALL)
My mother died from Leukemia. I don't know exactly what type it was but I suspect it was acute because within 6 months of her diagnosis, she was dead. I miss her more now that I have children of my own than I ever did before
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Open Renal Cell Carcinoma (Kidney Cancer)
My father died from Renal cancer. We watched him suffer with this for over 3 and a half years. He went from being a vibrant, hard working man to just being a shell of who he used to be
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Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentI know I maybe should not be here because it has been so long since losing my parents 19 years for my Dad (8-8-88) and 17 years for my Mom (6-4-90.) But ever since I had children, I miss them more now than I ever have before. I also lost a brother when I was 3 years old. His name was John Anthony Valentino and he crossed over on May 25th 1971.
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Open Sexual Abuse
This is the first time I have ever spoken these words. I was sexually abused by an older cousin as a young child. Also, when I was 16 I was a victim of date rape.
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Open Family Issues
What can I say, I have a family and most of them are disfunctional.....or is it me?? I don't know. I do know one thing, they all have issues!
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- Writing Working / Worked
Open Healthy Sex
This would be wonderful but that is wishful thinking!
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- Writing Working / Worked
Open Alcoholism
I was married to an alcoholic for 7 years. When I realized I couldn't help him and I certainly couldn't change him, I divorced him. I wish him well and good health in his future.
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Open Painful Intercourse
BaBeezandMe hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
On 8/4/07, I broke my wrist in 4 places & had to have surgery. Since surgery, I have developed Acute CTS due to the injury and they might have to do another surgery. UUGGHH!!
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- Carpal Tunnel Release Surgery Considering
- due to a multiple wrist fracture, the dr thinks I have developed Acute CTS and I may need an aditional surgery to decompress the nerve.
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- It aleviates the pain approx. 75 - 80%associated with Acute CTS, but I have a horrible time with the numbness, tingling, stabbing pain as well as the feeling like ants are crawling under my skin. Nor does it do anything for the feeling like blood rushing through my fingers.
- Wrist Splint Considering
- I think I am going to try a wrist splint because I hear alot of people get some relief espically at night.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
BaBeezandMe hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parents of Children with ADHD
I have 5 year old twin boys with ADHD
Open Autism / Autism Spectrum
I have 5 year old twin boys with Autism
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
I have 5 year old twin boys















