Journal Entry for October 31, 2007
October 31, 2007 10:38pm
Things are better than I expected today. Maybe just talking about it helped more than I realised I could. I'm going to Chicago Friday to spend …
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About Me
TeriB
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About Me
35 years in the radio factory. We build radios for the Navy mostly, but Air Force and Army, too. I have a grown daughter, and my mother of 91 lived with me until she died, too, in July.
35 years in the radio factory. We build radios for the Navy mostly, but Air Force and Army, too. I have a grown daughter, and my mother of 91 lived with me until she died, too, in July.
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Interests
Bicycling, cross country skiing, motorcycling, swimming, boating, kyaking, fishing, gardening, dancing. Just some of the things we did together.
Bicycling, cross country skiing, motorcycling, swimming, boating, kyaking, fishing, gardening, dancing.
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Journal Entry for October 30, 2007
October 30, 2007 8:36pm
This has not been a good week. I can't seem to get it together. I think I'm crying as much now as the week I lost Steve. I know what's …
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Journal Entry for October 22, 2007
October 22, 2007 10:11pm
Ski club was fun, and difficult. There was a dance demonstration to try to interest us in lessons. It was hard because one of our favorite activities …
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Journal Entry for October 20, 2007
October 20, 2007 1:17pm
It's been almost a year since Steve died. I think this time of year will always be hard for me, now. We brought him home on Hospice on Halloween …
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Journal Entry for August 13, 2007
August 13, 2007 10:58pm
Well, I'm back, and I need you guys more than ever before. Mom was home and improving for more than 2 months. She was so weak when we …
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Yes, I'm throwing myself in to my work--14-16 hours a day just to keep from going backwards. I guess we do that so we don't stop and cry; and think of how much we miss them. I need to do my journal, but not sure when I'll have that time. Be good, girl!
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Your love can never die--remember that. The first year anniversary is the hardest. I'm now at 16 months and still miss him everyday; but realize that I have to go on--work 16 hours when I can a day to not cry. DON'T DO THAT--CRY and tell him that you care still, but remember that you need to take care of yourself. Your friend, Donna
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sorry ur feeling down friend.keep ur head up.hope everything works out.ur in our prayers.
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I wish you peace, know that people are thinking about you.
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Here is a hug to let you know how much you are loved. I know how much you miss and love him. I know how much you are hurting.
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseThis is new for me, and it's hard to get started. I lost my significant other to leukemia (CLL) Nov 4, 2006. We were inseperable for 11 years, nine of which we knew of his disease. I know it will get better with time, but if I only learned one thing from all of this, it's not to wish your life away. Live each day as if it were your last. But I can't do that right now. I just want to fast forward to the day that the pain is not so intense.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Doing things with friends. They understand what I'm going through.
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- I can't be sure it helps, but I can't stop. Sometimes it just washes over me
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- 12 hr days, 7days a week. I don't have time to think. It helps.
