Well it has been 3 months since i have been here. back to 50 hour weeks at work and after a long day all i do is come home and sleep. the house has went to heck.
as you all know, tomorrow it will be 3 years since we lost our little Gavin. it doesn't seem as bad this year, but i have not had time to think lately.
i am off to Atlanta tonight, hubby just left to go north. the joys of running a small business on top of the 50 hour work weeks.
we are down to 50 weeks until renee's wedding. we have got most of the decorations, since we don't want to be right up to the last minute getting them next year. the park can not be reserved until 11-7-09 and we have found a photographer. the dress has been purchased for 6 months and hangs in my closest. the seamtress found to make the bridesmaid dresses. the cake top and the goblets for the bride and groom are purchased. we have hired the neighbor to cook the bbq and most of the menu is set. now it is just waiting.
had a big loss. friends of the kids was murdered a week ago and he so called boyfriends lawyer has already to spin the trash on her. it is going to be rough for her family to get through this.
later all






Good to hear from you again. Wow long days working! We just had our 1 year angel day for Lorelei on 9-27 so I know you are dreading Gavin's angel day. Does it really hurt less by 3 years?
You take care sounds like your life is getting pretty busy- take care of yourself.
hugs,
Janette
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