rmaia's Journal

Anyone else hating daylight savings time? I cant sleep. I am tired, but it is too early according to my clock.... All is well. Went to see my mom tonight. Dad got antsy when Damian spilled water they keep for the dogs on the tile- I cleaned it up and realized that my mess is a reaction against his obsessiveness- which makes me itch inside. I need to strike a healthy balance. My mom is doing better- pain but she is better. She is going to go nuts not being able to do- I am so much that way too.... Damian is teething- saw another one break though the gums- at least now ther eis a concrete reason for the behavior and clingyness- I was worried about another ear infection (no fever though) glad to know it is teething- hate that he is in pain. ALec is learning to ride a skateboard- wishing I had learned- I am scared of everything where I caould fall- how silly is that?! I need to learn to skate with him I think. The boys ate up the sunshine today when we went to the walking park. I needed that. We went looking at furniture and Alec after we left one sotre said "when are we going to another store?" I had to laugh cuz I had not coached him to say it... I am looking for real furniture for the boys- beds and dressers. My boys are beautiful. Frustrating and demanding, but beautiful and intelligent, and amazing. damian is creating ideas with a combination of verbalization and using created hand gestures and body language to express his world- it is so very different from Alec who talked - but it shows his ability to watch and learn ( he is very visual), ALec is making jokes and is just an amazing kid when he is nit aserting his independence.... both are so bright. I am blessed.