Loving life as it is not as I wish it to be.
Loving life as it is not as I wish it to be.
Planning my wedding to my prince. Making my garden the eden I know it can be. Making homemade goodies...grape jelly from my grapes! Working in behavioral and mental health, recently became head of the girls AODA program at my work (a change from head of younger girls psychiatric/femily problems)...I love building programs and working with kids!!! I love gardening. I love my cat Spike. Wish to have time for kirigami and schirenschnitta!
Planning my wedding to my prince. Making my garden the eden I know it can be. Making homemade goodies...grape
October 20, 2009 12:19pm
I am not to the point where I will take steroids. I have had a life long struggle with my weight and as long as I do n ot have current severe …
October 16, 2009 1:36pm
Ahhhhhh......I am so sick of the ongoing battle with headsores and lesions!!!! My scalp is so tender it hurts to have hair, and the sores are taking …
September 6, 2009 10:34am
My rapist is on TV everyday and I am so f-ing angry! I wish he would die!
September 1, 2009 11:22pm
My workplace is going through some changes that are very demanding and stressful. I see the others that are going through the same changes that I am …
August 2, 2009 5:47pm
I can no longer afford my copays and have to end physical therapy. My doctor wants me to do pt rather than continue painkillers. I can not …
I know it's hard to see his face on TV. I know how you feel when you say you wish he would just die! For a long time I kept hoping I'd see my rapist on TV or in the paper with the news that he had died a horrible death. But instead, I found he got married recently. That made me so f'ing angry too. He doesn't deserve that happiness. But I still believe in Karma. Thay may be happy now, but ultimately the universe has a way of evening the score. Hang in there. Focus on all the positives in your life. Seems like you've got a lot of them!
I read your reply to the post in the Lupus group on self esteem. As Alyssum is one of my favourite plants (we call it Sweet Alice) I took the liberty of reading your profile. What did I find? a vibrant, hard working, talented (the cake looks most professional) young woman who has a lot to be proud of. Your journal says you are now a departmental head in your workplace, well I'm sure they only promote people to this level when they recognise true value to the organisation. Keep plodding on with the typing, I know it's hard but you'll get there, slow and steady wins the race. Anyway, have a good working week and stop being so hard on yourself....love, light and peace.
thx 4 ur advice.
