Join Now

Free, anonymous support from people just like you.

We're on Facebook!
Check out our page!
DS Store is Open
DS t-shirts and more
Advertisement
Journal Entry for May 31, 2007 Mood
Thursday, May 31, 2007

Why come everyone yelling at me for not takin care of my baby? i didn't want this baby my bf did, so its up to him to take care of us i wont go back to foster they beat me and rape me and i wont go back home. i want to stay here cuz here they love me. so fuck off and leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RATE THIS ENTRY:
Inspirational
Moving
Helpful
Creative

Comments

  1. LisaLGK

    If you are being beaten and raped in foster care, isn't there a social worker to report it to?
    Children are removed from foster homes for much less than those things. The foster parent doing that to you needs to be put in jail.
    Do you have a social worker to tell this to?


    LisaLGK

  2. calamityjane

    yer tell someone! or talk to your doctor about how your feelingx and as for the baby take it one day at a time! maybe if u talked to someone u'd feel differentx


    calamityjane

  3. hollysbubble

    i dont see anyone here yelling at you...you came to this site i would imagine looking for help and support...you write in your journal looking to get comments from others here...if not then you would not be writting. you are in control...that is very evident. you are very young and want everyone here to support your set up...from what i have seen you have had very supportive people that want better for you. you just choose not to look for better. i am sorry that you have had a horrible experience with foster care..but not all are like that!!! there is help out there and hope for you and your baby...but you have to want it. and obviously you dont. i am very sorry for you...i wish you wanted thigs to be different but i am not hearing that in your journals...instead those of us who have reached out to love and support you are being told to fuck off...well hun i dont have to be told twice. i wish you the best of luck in this life...and i hope and pray for the best of luck for your baby...wheter you wanted it or your boyfriend...doesnt matter...what matters is that there is this life that didnt ask to be created inside of you that is going to go through the same hell as you if you dont change it...if you want to live the life of an adult then try growing up and acting like one and take care of yourself and that innocent baby in you!!!!
    may God bless you and keep you safe...


    hollysbubble

  4. inxs

    i know you may feel that your being picked ,on but please listen to the advice off peolpe who are trying to care , perhaps because as you say in your journal you havent received much love in your young life you dont recognise it from people who are trying to reach out to you . as an adult looking in on your relationship i can see how your reading your boyfriends needs for you as love, please ask yourself this , if he truely loves you , and , as the older partner shouldnt he want the best care for you , or is it that he knows sex with a minor is illegal , and he doesnt want anyone to know.... please if you`ve deceided that you wont change your situation for yourself at least give the baby a chance...


    inxs

  5. Circles

    i think that i agree with u but i understand what every1 else is saying but i would say the same as u


    Circles

  6. hopeful2007

    You are very young ((((HUGS)))) I wish I could tak you in my home.If you like ,please send me a message.I am a honest woman.God bless you.
    Love,Maria


    hopeful2007

  7. ncnur

    TAKE THE BABY TO A HOSPITIAL, OR FIRESTATION..WITH OR WITHOUT YOUR B/F. THEN GET YOURSELF TOGHTER. YOU CAN'T TAKE CARE OF A BABY WHEN YOU CAN'T TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. IT IS LEGAL TO DO THIS. LET YOUR BABY HAVE A BETTER LIFE THAN YOU. IT WON'T END UP IN FOSTER CARE SINCE SO MANY PEOPLE WANT BABIES


    ncnur

Advertisement

You might also like ...

ok so i just found out im pregnant. …

Mood By Dory21 2 Comments

ok so i just found out im pregnant. i supposed most 16 year old girls who find out there pregnant could have it worse …

9.19.07ok so today was not such …

Mood By sugarXstix No comments

9.19.07ok so today was not such a great day.  i was dating this boy for almost 9 and half months. on and off. well …

A friend lost

Mood By HiddenCam 2 Comments

Last week my Husband found out that a friend died due to an overdose.  He actually wasn't a good friend.  …

Advertisement
Content on DailyStrength.org is for informational purposes only. We do not provide any medical advice, diagnosis or treatment. More info
Portions of support group and treatment information provided by Wikipedia under the GNU FDL license
Copyright 2006-2009, DailyStrength, Inc. All rights reserved.
Terms of Service | Privacy Policy | Report Abuse | HSW International | HSW China | HSW Brazil