Journal Entry for July 4, 2007
I feel horrible right now. I know its a passing thing, but I do.
I just... I feel like people don't respect me. And I know the bigger issue …
I feel horrible right now. I know its a passing thing, but I do.
I just... I feel like people don't respect me. And I know the bigger issue …
I feel bad, like I only write here when I'm upset about something.
Today was going fine, even though I had to bite my tongue about some religious …
ITCHY OMGSOITCHY EVERYWHERE According to the school health center, I'm having an allergic reaction to something (probably triggered by my existing …
I'm doing a bit better. I'm writing papers and that currently has me on a search for gender neutral pronouns. (Why is English so …
I'm writing this from the computer lab because my own computer won't let me write and use the mouse. I tried calling my dad about it and ended up …
If you have any Parkinson's or related neuro disorder here is a big kiss this Thanksgiving ...MUAH!
i grew up in pa...
Hope you feel better
I describe it as "my body twisting itself out of shape, while shaking at the same time.
Thank You for looking into the Dystonia Community! Its the participation of the members that will keep this place going! I just Want to say I appreciate the effort! We all need this!
I have early-onset generalised dystonia. I started seeing doctors when I was six and got diagnosed at nine or ten. (I don't know, my parents didn't tell me when I was diagnosed.) I'm 20 and in college now.
I've always been claustraphobic but I've recently been getting panic attacks everyday. I can't take any benzos and my psychiatrist is hesitant to prescribe anything anyway.
I've got chronic pain associated with my dystonia, a neuromuscular disorder.
Unlike most of America, I'm struggling to maintain weight. My goal is to stay over 100lb, which is still very, very light and very much a challenge. It is hard because most of the people around me (other than my family) are trying to lose weight, while I suffer from low appetite and an absurdly high metabolism as well as dietary restrictions and allergies(soy, caffeine, false sugar, proccessed sugar, MSG, pineapple).
I'm bisexual. My friends, boyfriend, and brother know, but I am somewhat concerned about social ramifications.
I've always been a lighter sleep/had trouble sleeping, even as a small child. When I got to college, it got worse. Then I was addicted to Ativan and Clonopin and they messed with my system enough that my body doesn't always understand a normal waking/sleeping cycle.
I was sexually assaulted twice when I was eighteen, once by a male acquaintance and once by a total stranger.