I AM A MESS
April 5, 2008 10:18pm
Its been a yr since my relationship fell apart and I am living with my family again and i hate it. I sleep on a couch and live aout of boxes. I have …
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sis4543
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About Me
I am depressed and codependent. I found this site after my fiance left me. I miss him every day but I know its over. I am TRYING to work on becoming a person I actually like. Its hard without the motivation for action. - I work in a pediatric dr. office and am looking into going to school for ultrasound tech. I have a niece who is 2 and she is the cutest lil girl ever.... I have been depressed for the past 4 years. I have been on many diffrent meds and none have worked - On Easter my fiance told me he wasnt happy - he hasnt been happy and he thought it was over. I was not a great person to be around. I would come home from work and sit and watch tv till bedtime -I cooked maybe 5 times in 10 months and didnt clean too much. I had no motivation to do anything- I didnt go out - I never wanted to do things with his friends. I hated having to go out - I felt like I never looked good enough and people were judging me all the time ..I ruined the best thing I ever had - I regret it and now its too late to save what I had but I want to change for myself and my future
I am depressed and codependent. I found this site after my fiance left me. I miss him every day but I know its over. I am TRYING to work on becoming a person I actually like. Its hard without the motivation for action. - I work in a pediatric dr. office and am looking into going to school for ultrasound tech. I have a niece who is 2 and she is the cutest lil girl ever.... I have been depressed for the past 4 years. I have been on many diffrent meds and none have worked - On Easter my fiance told
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NONE -OH WAIT IS TV AND INTEREST BC THATS ALL I EVER DO...WATCH TV....THATS MY LIFE..WHATS WRONG WITH ME???
NONE -OH WAIT IS TV AND INTEREST BC THATS ALL I EVER DO...WATCH TV....THATS MY LIFE..WHATS WRONG WITH
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im unhappy with me
April 3, 2008 8:03pm
I never want to go out bc I am unhappy with my body and feel very untight going out. when i was with my fiance he was the only thing in my life …
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trying again
March 27, 2008 11:11pm
I have lost interest in helping myself and for the last couple months have just accepted my life as an anti-social, uptight, depressed, selfish, …
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Journal Entry for January 10, 2008
January 10, 2008 8:48pm
this is very hard for me to admit to myself I am not even close to being happy with myself and where I am at right now..I am so disappointed in …
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Journal Entry for September 25, 2007
September 25, 2007 9:46pm
I MISS HIM SO MUCH - I just want him back
its been almost 6 months and i am still crying - Its so hard...All I want is him in my arms
I hate this - I …
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oh man, i feel the exact same way sometimes. just angry at the world. let me know what meds end up working if you take any. ive been on so many that did nothing so far.
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I feel bad that you are "horrible." It looks like the stream of support is strong - just look at the messages below from people who are here for you.
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hey how are you doing? hope all is well
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hope you feel better,theres all ways someone worse off, but im in the blues today ,(sad)
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hey now I from hope your over the bum
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am 25 yrs old - I have felt depressed for the last 4 yrs. I have been on many diff. depression meds and none help...due to my depression and the things that come from it - my fiance told me it was over - he wasnt happy and I was not happy with myself - this happened 3 weeks ago...I need help
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Close Breakups & Divorce
My fiance told me it was over and that he hasnt been happy and doesnt think I can make him happy anymore- all I did was work come and and watch tv, cleaned only once in a while and cooked maybe 5 times a year. I wouldnt go out with anyone bc I felt uncomfortable and like people were judging me all the time - It felt safe to stay on the sofa all day...I miss him more and more everyday-its been 3 weeks as of 4/28/07...Its killing me
Treatments
- Love Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Time Too Soon to Tell
Open Codependency
I have always looked to the man in my life to make me happy. I make him my whole world and give him the burden of taking care of me. I am very emotionally dependent on the person I am with. I end up ruining a good thing bc I become so clingy and needy. My fiance just told me it was over 3 weeks ago and this was one of his points.
Open Bipolar Disorder
Dr. thinks I am depressed but I have slight mania episodes - nothing extreme - just like talking really fast and silly little things like that - I am mostly depressed...
Treatments
- Lamictal Too Soon to Tell
- just started it 5/3/07
Open ADHD / ADD
Not sure if I am ADD or not - trouble focusing and getting things done, start and never finish things, no energy and get so mad at times i scream when no one is near
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Open Healthy Relationships
I dont know if any of my past relationships have been healthy... I am working getting a healthy relationship with myself so I have a chance of having a healthy one with someone else
Open Anger Management
I feel angry all the time. I get irritated very easily and for no reason. I feel like there is a cloud over me 24/7
