Thought i'd update this as been on here for a while now. Well i'm 23, not sure how long i have been suffering with depression but it has only been the last 18mths or so that i have acknowledged it and been receiving help. Some days are better than others, just find it is easier to deal with the cards you are dealt that day as who kmows what is going to happen tomorrow, today is even unpredictable. On the path of changing things for the better, began a part time college course in the summer studying beauty therapy and so far so good all going well, next step is finding a new job as the current 1 isnt for me anymore and i it's killing the person inside of me.
Thought i'd update this as been on here for a while now. Well i'm 23, not sure how long i have been suffering with depression but it has only been the last 18mths or so that i have acknowledged it and been receiving help. Some days are better than others, just find it is easier to deal with the cards you are dealt that day as who kmows what is going to happen tomorrow, today is even unpredictable. On the path of changing things for the better, began a part time college course in the summer studying
I enjoy listening to music, going to the gym, watching soap operas and films but my main passion has to be books, i can go through a book in the space of a week (providing i am in the correct state of mind of course).
I enjoy listening to music, going to the gym, watching soap operas and films but my main passion has
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November 29, 2009 11:52am
My life doesnt feel like it's going anywhere at the moment...just seem to be in a big vicious circle that has no sign of ever coming to an end …
November 1, 2009 6:22am
Not written in ages just really fed up of everything in my life....something's got to give!
April 21, 2009 7:40pm
Not sure where to start with this journal....
...Firstly i think i'll start with an apology, to all my friends. Everytime i speak …
Love my little friend from across the ocean! Hope all is well.
Drive-by hug! I see you are a member of People from the UK. A few of us UKers have recently found the group and are trying to liven it up a bit by getting to know each other away from our usual support groups. It makes a change from our regular subjects and we can let off steam and have a bit of fun. So please come and join in, we would love to get to know you. Gail
thinking of you and hoping you're doing well!! :)
u feel better have a great day!!!!
i am good and u?
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I never felt i could open up to any1 about what i was going thru/feeling in fear of being judged. I have opened up recently and part of my judgement was right but people have been more supportive than i expected apart from 1 person who has been there for me and has now had enough and basically fcuked me and our friendship off!
My Grandma passed away suddenly November 2006 to whom i was close and due to the depression i found dealing with this loss harder than if my mind were working properly!
I think my anxiety and paranoia began around the time of my depression as i have been told 1 seems to trigger the other! It has got so bad that it has serverly changed relationships and friendships for the worst.
Having issues with a friend who in the past has become more than a friend.
My Grandad suffered from Alzheimers and Dementure for around 3-4 years and finally gave up the fight and passed away in April '08
I can be in a room full of people and still feel like i am the only 1 there. I have recently starting feeling more lonely in my work situation and have recently been signed off on sick as it has all become too much for me to bare.
