Journal

 Today , i lost the best woman on the face of this earth , if you care to read my journal plz read about her children and what she did for them. The Eldest boy named Gary and the eldest girl called Karen took it apon themselfs and their partners and place my mother 3 states away from her home town in a nursing home. Now some would say what is wrong with this , well this is what is wrong with it 2 of the members put their hands up both quailfied , both care deeply for their mum both robbed of the chance that between these 2 she would have remained with family. But this is not to be for her , they have decided her fate , so next time if any of you do this to other membes of your familys beaware that your interest is not in favour of your parent as part of that parent is all of their children not just one but all. MY DAY ISNT GOOD , MY NIGHTS WELL I CANNOT SLEEP KNOWING SHE IS THERE ALONE , IN A STRANGE PLACE AND IT DIDNT HAVE TO BE AT ALL....I dont think shattered quite describes this .Tracey

 Well it has come the time to go down again soon and see my mother.UPDATE...mum has deterorated very quickly in the last couple of days especially of a nightime. my senses tell me to get home and see her again , i need to put sometime for us. I am happy to be seeing her thats for sure and while i am away i shall take a photo and put it on my profile for all of you to see when i return.I know in my heart if theres anything to sort out between us at all this is it because the way this is going she will lose her ability's rather quickly i feel and this bloody Dementia will wait for know one nor does it discriminate i hate this bloody disease,but i love my mum more than i hate this disease, and its not going to stop me from showing my mum love So i shall take her out , spend some time(just hang out) and hang some good times on the wall for us both.love you my mum..xoxoxxo