Feeling Sad
November 14, 2009 10:38pm
Well, things are not going so great right now. I've been feeling depressed for a couple weeks. I'm recovering from a …
gdslik
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About Me
gdslik
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About Me
I spent 12 years trying to isolate myself to avoid the pain people caused me and the pain of my past... it never worked. Now I'm making friends and have finally found a man I trust and am ready to spend my life with. Life is so much better now.
I spent 12 years trying to isolate myself to avoid the pain people caused me and the pain of my past... it never worked. Now I'm making friends and have finally found a man I trust and am ready to spend my life with. Life is so much better now.
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Interests
I am an artist. I love to read and write. And I love to go out dancing with friends. I love all kinds of music! One of my favorite things to do is go cruising in my car, with the music turned up and the windows down... especially when I need to think over a problem.
I am an artist. I love to read and write. And I love to go out dancing with friends. I love all kinds
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November 14
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gdslik wrote a journal entry: Feeling Sad 10:38pm
Well, things are not going so great right now. I've been feeling depressed for a couple weeks. I'm…
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gdslik changed their mood to Bad 10:38pm
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gdslik wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: Questioning God 10:33pm
What do you do when you've gotten to the point of becoming bitter with God? I've become so angry about…
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gdslik turned 40 12:00am
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Wedding Photos!!!
October 12, 2009 1:35am
I finally got my wedding photos. I was so excited to go thru them and add some to our computer photo show that plays as a …
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Honeymoon Get-A-Way... Here We Come!!!
September 21, 2009 6:17am
The wedding was absolutely perfect!!!! I have never had the feeling that something was so wonderful, I had to be …
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Butterflies
September 18, 2009 1:46am
I'm excited! The wedding is so close and all I can think about is how lucky I am to have the man I'm marrying... wonderful family who has …
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Glad you have come to such a good place in your life. You must be happy and rightfully so. Gene
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I’m With You
I am so there with you. It feels like when everthing is against you we forget our blessing. Right now it seems like God's blessing has missed us and hit my shitty brother in law who lives a life of drugs and everything that goes along with it. I feel like we should be the ones getting blessed. Then I remember how well behaved my kids are and how healthy they and then I thank God. Please try to remember your blessings. I will pray for you.......love and blessing Margie
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Good luck and congratulations!
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Present
Have a great honeymoon. I will be celebrating my 15 year anniversary Oct 8 and the best advice I can give you.......remember to always make time to date each other even after years of marriage and ALWAYS communicate. I wish you the best. Post pictures when you get back.
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
Sexual abuse from age 5-17 by babysitters, Uncle, then Father. Keep putting myself in abusive relationships. From 25 - 37 stopped dating. Now, just getting back into the world!. Now I'm still dealing with low self esteem, insecurity and trust issues. Hope to learn thru sharing here.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- First 2 counselors didn't help. On my 3rd, Kate, and she is wonderful!
- Prozac Not Working
- For a short time, I tried prozac for depression, but problem isn't chemical. I am afraid to face things at times, then put myself down for that.
Close Depression
Depression due to sexual abuse. Have times where all I want to do is sleep. Actually, if I'm not diligent, there are times where I will sleep and go to work and that is all. I am currently working on pushing myself into more activities and groups in order to keep active instead of letting myself go back into hiding.
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- I did not notice very much difference during treatment, or after I stopped.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- First 2 counselors didn't help. On my 3rd, Kate, and she is wonderful!
Open Single Parenting
Single mother of one daughter. It's just been the two of us for her whole life. Her father and I were never married and he has never seen her. I have chosen to remain single, even not dating thru most of her life. Things are rapidly changing for both of us though.....
Open Healthy Relationships
I met my fiance in Dec '06 and we began living together in June '07. Just looking for a support group for the daily trials we are facing.
Treatments
Open Family Issues
Dealing with the effects of having a manipulative, emotionally abusive sister. I'm looking for other viewpoints on what me and my family are coping with.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I have been in counseling,since May '07 to deal with past issues with my sister and two sexually abusive relatives.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I come here often to journal. It helps to keep my thoughts in order.
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