Journal Entry for September 16, 2009
September 16, 2009 3:47am
who am I what am I?
im being flooded with memories i dont quite know what to do?
i locked them away for a reason and the damn things just keep comming …
mc390
3:42am, September 16, 2009
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About Me
mc390
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About Me
i am a caregiver for special needs kids, but a poet by passion
i am a caregiver for special needs kids, but a poet by passion
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Interests
i love to ride horses and to be outside i love the wind in the trees and the sound of the water rushing in the river
i love to ride horses and to be outside i love the wind in the trees and the sound of the water rushing
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in a bad mood
July 16, 2008 7:57pm
ive been in a fuck it mood lately im angry bitter i dont even look forward to doing my favorite things right now iam so deppressed i dont feel like …
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life sucks
June 29, 2008 5:45pm
ok i need to vent.... so just ignore.... im terrible deppresed i feel like i cant handle life anymore ive been through hell and back ive had a stroke …
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Journal Entry for October 2, 2007
October 2, 2007 10:30pm
im feeling quite strange these days i feel great and yet im suicidal all at the same time. i feel like im a faliure at everything i do and thats not …
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Journal Entry for August 30, 2007
August 30, 2007 7:45pm
its all just f***ing bullshit i try but i cant seem to stay on track i cant seem to keep a friend only my drug dealer i keep telling myself i dont …
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i am 21... i can't imagine what you are going through. but be strong! you're an inspiration to more people than you think. my mother-in-law was just diagnosed & i don't know how to cope with it. i can't imagine how i'd feel if it was MY mother & it's hard to stay strong for my fiance, but i do the best i can. like many people have said, take it one day at a time...
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Moment of Peace
Right back at ya! :)
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Ray of Sunshine
Hope your day is bright and full of happiness and sunshine :)
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thanks for the hug! how are you? xoxoxo
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
i was diagnosed bipolar at 16 after years of self medicating and trouble with police.
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- side affects sucked miracle drug my @$$
- Depakote Too Soon to Tell
- sick to my stomach
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- eh is ok
- Haldol Working / Worked
- good for calming ahh yeah
- Holistic Health Working / Worked
- is good
- Lamictal Not Working
- suicidal thoughts anyone
- Lithium Working / Worked
- beautiful once you get passed the side affects
- Effexor Working / Worked
- makes me tired
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- zombie
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- drunk feeling still cant sleep
- Valium Working / Worked
- takes the edge off
Close Self-Injury
ive been cutting basically my whole life exept past two year its been ok.. except a few slips.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- it was ok i guess if your that personality
Open Uterine Cancer
on 5/2/08 a week after my 21st birtday i was diagnosed with endometrial cancer
