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About Me
Flutterofwings
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About Me
I was sexual abused when age 8. I have been in therphy for many years on this with anixty attacks. Finally found a therphist who has helped me with this problem where I can talk about it now. Am the mom to two children and TWO grandchildren. Have OCD rituals all the time. And when one dies out another takes it's place. Jan 2009 been sober for 19 years Hurrah!!!
I was sexual abused when age 8. I have been in therphy for many years on this with anixty attacks. Finally found a therphist who has helped me with this problem where I can talk about it now. Am the mom to two children and TWO grandchildren. Have OCD rituals all the time. And when one dies out another takes it's place. Jan 2009 been sober for 19 years Hurrah!!!
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Interests
I love animals, poetry, music, painting baking healthful things to eat. Writing stories that are published on the internet. Writing poetry. Walks.
I love animals, poetry, music, painting baking healthful things to eat. Writing stories that are published
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Good Luck
Good luck getting over the flu quickly. Hope you are well otherwise. Thanks for thinking of me. Cheers, Anne
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Flower
Hello friend, thinking of you in happy way, hope you're feeling it too. Love Anne xx
Little Love
Hi Evonne, Thought I'd drop in & let you know how much you are loved***************************************** KAT
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Hugs to you, I met up with the Monster, Im going to teach some good manners to it first, and maybe we will go roast some marchmellows,.. :) I can't remember what name we gave our little monster,.. do you remember,... I forgot even if its a girl or boy, gee Im so forgetful lately,... Hugs,.. Michael
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Support Groups
Close Environmental Allergies
Type of allergy: Multiple Chemical SensitivityI have such a sensitive body to most things, like if i am giving a new medication from my doc they start with a childs dose and work their way up to an adult dose, same with when givng me something to knock me out they do the same with the medicines i get. I can't handle any cleaners, paint, perfume, only laundry detergent i can use that don't bother me is Purex and downy sheets for the dryer.
Treatments
- Allegra Somewhat Helpful
- Works best
Close Diabetes Type 1
I been a diabetic for 38 yrs and I have two handsome sons whom are on their own now. I am divorced but recently got engaged on Dec 25-07 to a wonderful man. Being a diabetic for so many years has caused many medical problems for me and more are added every year. But i keep going am not a quitter.
Open High Blood Pressure
I am 57 have had hb since my last son was born about 23 yrs now. I take Altace for the past four years and it has never made me cough it just does it's job.
Treatments
- Atenolol Working / Worked
- works well
- Lisinopril Not Working
- didnt work
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I have OCD would bath so many times a day that my skin was dry and cracked...I went to a therphist and found out its cause I wa raped when i was 8 and In my head it tells me to wash alot to be clean... I am doing better on this now... Also my man just found out he has OCD he washes his hands more then 50 times a day. I like to hear about others who have OCD of any kind. Evonne
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Seeing a therphy on this she has helped me to understand why i am doing this all the time. ANd it has helped more then taking meds.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- works sometimes and sometimes not
- Paxil Not Working
- Seemed to make me ina panic mode
Open Back Pain
I fell down last May and reptured two disk in my lumbar part of the back. At age 57 it was not a good idea to fall down. I am at the present time for the past six weeks been attending Physical Therphy and being in the Whirlpool twice a week and doing light excerises seems to be helping my back pain.
Treatments
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- Not quite so much pain.
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- Whirlpool helps back pain.
Open Dry Eyes
I never had problems with dry eyes till i had my cateracts taken off since then, no matter what i try over the counter meds or ones prescribed by my doctors don't seem to work. Has anyone found something that really helps the dry eye it bothers me to have my lid stuck to my eye ball all the time.
Open Cataracts
Never knew i had stigmatism till i had my cataracts removed. When the new lens was put in they are round and with stigmatism a person has oval shape eyes. Well i now can see a black line on the sides on the eye and its annoying. Anyone else have this kind of problem?
Treatments
- Surgery Working / Worked
- This helped for awhile but with diabetis i have had to have it done more then once.
Open Tinnitus
I woke up one morning two years ago with this ringing in my left ear. It was terrible and I could not figure out why. Went to my ENT he said he could give me something for it but most things dont' work. I hate to go out, i can't sleep so i bought a WHITE NOISE MACHINE it helps as i don't hear the noise in my ears so much and can sleep...Some days its so bad that I wonder if i make it through the day. It has made me have panic attacks and neverous. I don't think it ever gets better just worse.
Open TMJ
I never had TMJ until i had my teeth out. I think the doc had my mouth open to wide when did the surgery as I have had it since in my jaw. It gets to hurting so much that i can't hardly open or shut it.
Treatments
- CranioSacral Therapy Working / Worked
- works sometimes
Open GERD & Heartburn
I start3ed with GERD about five years ago with the pain in my chest reaching to my back and deep into my stomach...Has a scope done to see if i had an ucler or cancer it came back okay for that. And acid reflex seems to act up on me more in the night time then in the day time anyone have this problem?? Some meds work some dont i just kind of hit and miss on what works and what does not. And tums and rolaids don't work for this.
Treatments
- Aciphex Not Working
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Helps not to eat spicy foods, or foods high in grease or fats. And not eating fresh vegetables that cause gas, broccoli,cabbage etc.
- Prevacid Working / Worked
- Helps some what but not totally.
Open Arrhythmias
Type: TachycardiaParoxysinal supraventricular tachycardia...Was dignoised with this five years ago. I take medication for it that does work. But when i am getting tired it acts up more anyone out their with this kind of Arrhythmia??
Open High Cholesterol
One can get the Non Flusing Niacin and not have those i call them hot flashes where one is red all over and it caused me to have a major panic attack which So ask your doctor about the non flusing niacin it does not do that. But Niacin does help lower the bad cholesterol. Statins can cause so many serious side affects as their are so many ppl that can't take it. I take Zetia it works in the stomach lowered my count from 282 to 242 and get it checked again here soon.
Treatments
Open Sexual Abuse
I was 8 when i was used. Took my childhood away from me. I never told anyone till i was 40 and when to a theraphist she helped me soooo much.. I learned to let the child inside of me grow up and once she did then i could actually be who i am today. This did however give me a compulsive disorder for years where i bathed so many times trying to get clean that ihad sores on my body. That too I learned to overcome. I can talk about this now and not feel bad, feel its my fault or cry.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Drawing makes me relaxed and focus on what happen long ago is not happening now.
- Music Working / Worked
- I write lyrics to songs and it relives the sadness from what happen to me long ago.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking with my theraphist for a few years helped me come out of my shell and learn to live in the world i am in now, not the one I was in for so many years. Talking helps alot with the right person.
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
- I wanted to heal to live and be free again so with hope and courage i made it.
Open Liver Cancer
I had a friend die of this and i always wonder what were the signs that a person may have this can anyone help me with this?
Open Asthma
Type: Adult AsthmaLipitor nearly killed me could not chew, walk well, memory loss and lots of other stuff happen. I hope i never have to be on them for any lung problems as if the lung problems didn't kill me statins would.
Treatments
- Albuterol Working / Worked
- Breathing Exercises Not Working
- Flovent Not Working
- Inhaler Working / Worked
- helps alot
- Xopenex Somewhat Helpful
- sleepy alot of the time on this.
Open Female Sexual Issues
First time hurt so bad wanted to hit my hubby but later on liked it.
Treatments
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- best to be relaxed and feels good then.
Open Arthritis
I am on disability since a car accident in 2003 and it takes a long time to get ssi or ssdi and yes they think family and friends can help you out while waiting.
Treatments
Open Medical Mysteries
I have had check for years thinking i have Crohns diease and all test come back negative yet still got the symtons of it. So i just keep looking for a doc that will listen and try to understand me. And trying to find a doc that will LISTEN is the problem as most think they know more then the person going thourh the problems so all i can say is good luck finding one.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I got PTSD when i was beaten from my mom long ago and raped as a child and still goes on.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- it helps sooths the mind
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- THis helped me learn how to deal with flashbacks
- Music Working / Worked
- Helps me to relax
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Having someone to listen to me and understand what i went thourgh helped.
- Reading Working / Worked
- Helped me sharpen my mind.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Oh yes talking and talking and still talking helps take the pressure off my shoulders.
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
- Having these helped me alot to overcome the stress but after awhile taking them i got addicted to them and coming off them was worse hell then having PTSD
Open Fibromyalgia
I was dignoised with this four years ago although i may have had it longer. I am in pain alot with this or other issues daily.
Treatments
- Aqua Therapy Working / Worked
- worked very well for a few months then my insurance would not pay for it so back to what i was before.
- Cyclobenzaprine Working / Worked
- works on and off
- Heat Working / Worked
- warmth seems to help
- Neurontin Working / Worked
- helps with this and my neuropathy
- TENS Working / Worked
- this works while i got it on and about half an our after take off and then pain is back
Open Veterans
My hubby was in vietnam war
Open Pet Bereavement
I have lost cats and dogs in death.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was mentally and physically abused from a child till i was mid 30s. I always said physical abuse is not as bad as mental to me it never goes away.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- worked
- Art Working / Worked
- helped relx me and could put into it how i felt
- Divorce Working / Worked
- never looked back after i got my divorce
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- worked some what
- Leave Working / Worked
- leaving my moms house was great but married a man that was worse then her
- Music Working / Worked
- calms me down
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- had a great theraphist who helped much
- Talking Working / Worked
- having someone listen to me talk helped the most
Open Sensory Integration Disorder
Been hypersensitive all my life. When new meds are introduced to me have to start out with a childs dose and go from their. Can't stand to have socks on. Like being hugged but the sensation of it on my skin don't like.
Treatments
- Brushing Therapy Working / Worked
- helps my body or skin to feel more at ease when something is touching it.
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
I was told when i was pregnant with my son that i had bipolar thats been some twenty plus years ago now
Open Alcoholism
I use to drink from the age of 16 till i was 40 been sober for 18 yrs.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- THis was hard but i got tired of hang overs taking care of kids and working this way. it worked for me. And been sober for 18yrs now never drank not even one....
- Folic Acid Working / Worked
- got vitimine B dificenty and took shots and got back to normal.
- Sleep Working / Worked
- Sleep helped
- Willpower Working / Worked
- cold turkey and lot of will power can work if you really want it too.
Open Bipolar Disorder
I havehad bipolar for years maybe even born with it.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Insomina
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- worked
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- helped as far as i knew i was not the only one.
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- just started this so don't know yet
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- working but makes me tired more so then i already am.
Open Degenerative Disc Disease
I have had DDD for about three years now and it never gets better just seems to get worse.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionBeen depressed for years, mabye most of my life.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- this has worked
- Cymbalta Somewhat Helpful
- Lexapro Not Working
- didn't work make me to dizzy all the time
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Helped more then some of the meds I took
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- works for me, to try and keep postive is good.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Works best
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- being able to talk to someone that knows what i am about helped much.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- most only listen for awhile then didn't care
- Writing Working / Worked
- I love to write and it calms me
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