Join Now
shockme 
5:45pm, August 9, 2008
had rehab today-man that treadmill kicked my ass toward the the end. i'm glad i have that lady to talk to there...moron yelled at me-of course he was drinking-cuz i didn't have the ringer on the phone and i'd called my doc and left a message for her. i didn't see the message,but he did...man it is SO over as far as i'm concerned....when i went for MAJOR surgery-ie-my 2 valves and a bypass-he didn't even hug or kiss me.!!!!!!! fuck-i coulda died on the table...i wish i would have !!!!!!! i am stuck here til my health allows me to work and find a place that will take 3 kitties-they ARE coming w/ me !!!!! i know it's the drinking-he never was like this....like i would marry someone like him-right?!thank god he's outside-in the heat-while i'm here,in the cool. for some reason,after working in a hot factory,he can't be in the cool....yeah-makes TONS of sense! at at least i don't have to look at him!!!!!!!!!god-i hate my fucking life!!!!!!!!! wish i woulda died on the table!!!!!!!i bet he wouldn't care-fucking alcoholic loser!!!!!! hugs to ya all and hope things are going better for you than me!!!!! trish
Comments
I lived with a drinker...for 14 yrs...NEVER again...f*ck him Trish....get yourself a real man...and have a life !....the heart thing is scary tho...I rememeber my treadmill tests...NOT fun...((( HUGS )))
Goof
trish i am sorry he is not there to help support you. if he is an alcoholic and drinking the only thing he cares about is getting another drink.i am glad you didn't die on the table and for some reason you are here but you will be able to satnd on your own two feet again and i am here to help support you. love and hugs
carolina320
I bet if you do get out...he'll straighten his act up...because he'll get lonely then...and drink more..then the bottom will fall out....but anyway you don't need all that misery....once you get on your own you'll feel better about your self..just takes time.I guess some people never stop drinking...I didn't have no problm. quitting what so ever.Hang in there at least you'll make the right decision.Hugs! :0) Bobby
tomcat
I bet if you do get out...he'll straighten his act up...because he'll get lonely then...and drink more..then the bottom will fall out....but anyway you don't need all that misery....once you get on your own you'll feel better about your self..just takes time.I guess some people never stop drinking...I didn't have no problm. quitting what so ever.Hang in there at least you'll make the right decision.Hugs! :0) Bobby
tomcat
I bet if you do get out...he'll straighten his act up...because he'll get lonely then...and drink more..then the bottom will fall out....but anyway you don't need all that misery....once you get on your own you'll feel better about your self..just takes time.I guess some people never stop drinking...I didn't have no problm. quitting what so ever.Hang in there at least you'll make the right decision.Hugs! :0) Bobby
tomcat
I bet if you do get out...he'll straighten his act up...because he'll get lonely then...and drink more..then the bottom will fall out....but anyway you don't need all that misery....once you get on your own you'll feel better about your self..just takes time.I guess some people never stop drinking...I didn't have no problm. quitting what so ever.Hang in there at least you'll make the right decision.Hugs! :0) Bobby
tomcat
I bet if you do get out...he'll straighten his act up...because he'll get lonely then...and drink more..then the bottom will fall out....but anyway you don't need all that misery....once you get on your own you'll feel better about your self..just takes time.I guess some people never stop drinking...I didn't have no problm. quitting what so ever.Hang in there at least you'll make the right decision.Hugs! :0) Bobby
tomcat
Sorry had a debug error...every time I Xed it out it left a post..it boinked 5 times!I feel like tossing it out the window!!!!My luck it would come back and hit me in the head and kill me....Hey that might be a good thing.lol
tomcat
YOU ARE VERY BRAVE. GOING THROUGH YOU ARE DOING DEALING A DRINKER. I ADMIRE YOU VERY MUCH. LOVE HUGS KATHY. HUGS TO KITTIES TOO
kjl1951
is there any way he would move out, i hate men who can't control their drink, if they could just see themselves and what they look like, but drinkers always deny everything,
but i am glad your here and didn't die on the table, hope one day we can meet up
cazsy
is there any way he would move out, i hate men who can't control their drink, if they could just see themselves and what they look like, but drinkers always deny everything,
but i am glad your here and didn't die on the table, hope one day we can meet up
cazsy
Divorce the lush. Do you have friends or family you could stay with until you get settled in a new job?
DMS1
So sorry to hear that he hasn't been there for you. I kind of got that feeling about him before the surgery. This is not the greatest time to make this kind of change, or maybe it is. You do need to take care of yourself, and if that means kicking him to the curb so you can have peace of mind, then so be it.
do you have any other close friends and/or family nearby that will support you (emotionally) during this transition? Lord knows you need it, as this major event is enough to recover from, let alone a separation. At least you have us on DS!
stevemoon
Hey....
I replied to your page yesterday, but it's not showing up!
Take good care of you and the rest will fall in place!! And those sore muscles are something we all go through, I've found, when we start rehab, but they'll go away. Now if we could just get the rest of the pain to leave!!!!
Many hugs!
Joni
jamsnjaz
sorry bastard. Huggzz and never look back my lil trish, We are here and yu don't ever ever have to put up with that fuckin shit again. xxxxx to yu!
SuyB