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shockme 
5:45pm, August 9, 2008
rehab tomorrow....dunno how i feel about it still......i found someone to talk to-shes in her 70's maybe.....then wed-coumadin clinic. gee-i shoulda had the fucking surgery sooner. i mean-all this FUN-rehab and coumadin clinic. and not being able to eat/drink certain things cuz of the stupid coumadin. and incessant fucking pain in my incision....gee-such fucking fun!!!!!!! there's a fest a town close by is having august 10. i would like to go-but can i?! not good at walking!if moron takes his bike-then i could drive and leave when i need to,i guess! between my back and the surgery,i haven't been out much......my muscles are sore from rehab friday-so i am quite sure it will be SUPER fun tomorrow....i'm just in a crappy mood,tht's all. i'm so lonely-things between me a moron aren't that good. i try to talk to him and he mocks me or i get a load of sarcasm....used to alwys tell me where he was going or where he'd been. he told me he was going to get gas at this one place. he was gone longer than he should have been-so i asked where he went. all i got was "are you writing a book" he talks alot about this woman at work.she and her hubby are haveing problems,too......so-i wonder-ya know?! all he cares about is beer-min of 15 /nite,plus some tequila....at least i have my kitties and my DS friends ! hugs to you all! trish
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humm yes he seems to be sharing some of his concerns with a female friend? But he prolly has a lot of worries and things on his mind also, can he share with yu hun? Can he tell yu what is really bothering him? Communication is kinda outta whack here, needs to get back on track. huggggzz huni, I know its so hard...
SuyB
Is your hubby there for you at all? I know that patients going through major surgeries, it is difficult on the caregivers as well. I hope that he is there for you and not just getting his kicks somewhere else, you definately don't need to deal with that type of situation while you are healing.
I hope the rehab goes OK for you, and I do hope you get to go to the festival. Even if you have to take it easy it would be good to get out and do something different. I remember after my surgery the first two things I went out to do, one was a father daughter masquarade dance, that was great even though I couldn't stand much, had to sit most of the night, we did do one dance together, and I'll tell you, that was special. Then the other, my son asked me if I would play a duet with him at his school recital. I was honored, we played the entertainer by scott joplin, him on tenor sax, me on guitar. It felt good to play, and to be out, and to be with him. So do try and go and have fun at the festival.
stevemoon
Hi Trish, so sad that moron is treating you this way again, selfish b i hate men when they drink like that and i understand how you feel,
is there anywhere you can go for a couple of days and not say a word to him, get away make him worry, somewhere you can laugh and smile, and help ease the pain phisically and emotionally, if i lived near to you, you would be welcome to stay with me, hugs to you
cazsy
no-my hubbynisn't there for me,steve!!!!! trish
shockme
Trish,Good luck with the rehab and as I told you, the pain will be there but not forever. As for your husband, lay down some hard and fast rules. 15 beers a night isn't right. If he's not willing to get his act together and be there for you, especially throughout this ordeal of yours, then send him packing. You have enough pain to deal with.
DMS1
Hi Sweetpea....
Hope you can have some pain free, stress free days. As you probably know, it's normal to have sore muscles when you first start with rehab, and it will get better as time passes.
Only you can make decisions regarding you and hubby, so I will just say I hope it works out the best for YOU!
Love
Joni
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