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Brfm 
I always take a long time to react to things. When my mom died by my side I could not grieve because I had to handle everything and make sure everyone was ok. Then since I had moved a few states away about 2 years before she died, I just almost denied that it happened. Its been almost 7 months now and I think im just now realizing that its real. It is a very crucial time at my job as I am runing for a very important promotion. But I cant seem to focus on it. I am in sells so focus is all you have I cant blow this but I dont know what to do.
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If you don't mind me asking...When your MoM was alive...would you turn to her to discuss the stress you are under at work to get this promotion? Maybe that void of soppurt is why it seams like it is more real. If so...you may have tried writting a letter to her as if she was here taking to her. They say as look as you remeber what made that person important to your life they will always be a part of it...Just some food for thought. Good luck today at work!
coda
You know you will do fine i will keep you in my prayers that God will lift you and keep you safe in his arms and bless you beyond anything you can imagine.
Love,
Brigette
sweetokielady
Sometimes I found other things that needed to be handled to get through my loss...I still do, it has only been 13 weeks for me. It must be hard for you in a new area w/o support of family or friends (?) I find comfort in this website--journaling helps me. Keep in touch
AnnM