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psyche 
I spoke to my exboyfriend today for the first time in about 8 months and all the anxiety and sadness came rushing back. I still don't why he left me why he left me and other people still call him a loser but even after all these years I love him. I miss him. Everything about him. We had alot of bad times and we are both to blame, but I love him. I'm I a fool? or a fool in love? I doubt that my family would approve, but I truly don't want anyone else. I have no desire for anyone else.....what a fool I am. But maybe this is tough love. Who knows.....please help me to find the strength to accept what ever happens.
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I CAN relate. I was without my husband for almost 2 years adn the first time I heard his voice again I knew I was still in love with him. YES we were BOTH to blame for the divorce and YES my family REFUSES to speak to me because I came back, but whatever! Follow your heart honey that is my only advice!
dazedanconfusedd
I had my ex GF leave me....totally blindsided me. I tried to commit suicide among other things. I had NO contact for 7+ months and decided I was getting past it so wanted her to know I held no ill will. I emailed her, one thing ed to another and we were reconciling........until the day she was to move back with me and she dumped me all over again...OH the pain of that! You know what? Just a week or so later I was totally over the hump and felt nothing. That is what I needed to get totally beyond her and towards the rest of my life. I feel nothing now, nothing at all.
Maybe this is what it will take for you to get past the hump...now that you've spoke to him, give it a little more time and hopefully those feeling you held will be a thing of the past so you can move on.
Sorry to make this so long, I just wanted you to know you aren't alone AND that you can get past it and on with your life :)
Kaino
im sorry this is still hurting you hunnie xxx
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