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psyche 
Today is the 4th anniversary of my step dad's death. He died at home of cancer and since I'm a nurse, along with Hospice, I was his primary caregiver. He died in my arms at about this time of night. I loved this man so very much. My own father had been physically, sexually, almost every kind of abuse. He died in May of 1990 and I don't even think of his dying. But today being Bob's date has made me a wreak. I was ok till I went to bed and all the tears came pouring out. He treated my Mom like a Queen and he was so good to me. I miss him so much and loved him so. My mom died 2 months later and I know that it was from a broken heart. I lost my whole family with in 2 months because as soon as my mom died my full brother quit talking to me and has yet to speak to me. I have a wonderful step brother and step sister. My ex left me as soon as the money ran out and my depression got extremely bad. To this day he does not see that he has any role in my break downs.....I wish that I could get a message from Mom and Dad just to know that they are having fun and are together and that I love them both so much.
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(((((Susan)))) i'm so sorry for your losses. i know, it hurts so much.
love you,
nita :)
NitaSue62
I hope that they visit you in your dreams and let you know how they are so proud of you and that they are together again and at peace for eternity. I am sorry for the catastrophic chain aof events and am hoping that you will find better times soon. Grief hurts so badly. Hugs and strength to you my dear friend.
empathy
psyche im sorry to hear.. i still see u cant let u go ex go hunni move on do not let him now he is still gettin to u or it will keep on eating you alive.. its nice to see u again.
babykitten
Hope you keep all those happy memories of your stepdad in your heart for your lifetime.
blackpig69
My mother passed away when I was 17. That was 12 years ago. It comes and goes as far as that overwheming grief. The hardest part is accepting it. I know how you feel. It's really tough. I found talking about it helped a bit. But, everyone is different. Lots of love and support my way!
saramary3