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psyche 
I can't stop my mind from racing today. I go to see the "counselor" tomorrow and I know that it won't make any difference at all. I'm still grieving about the loss of Scott and thinking about how he must be living with some other woman by now even though he denies it. I love him, I love him so much and just want him back. It's like if I could get him back then everything would be ok. I can't deal with the idea that I'll live and die like this for another 20 years.....oh god, just take me now....I haven't slept in days due to the heat, I haven't eaten in days cause it just runs through me. I want to IM him but I know that he will always tell me the same thing...NO. I am such a loser. I mean what can of man would leave someone who worshiped him, paid his bills, gave him presents all the time, everything.......god, please, hear my prayers....save him and bless him and bring him home...I need him....I really do
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what kind of man? a self-centered one...just like Ken. its all about them they think. that's BS.i know you love Scott, i love Ken very much. But where are they? We deserve the BEST. i hope you can get a little rest tonight. i know i need some myself. i wish i were there with you. i love you, Susan.((((hugs))))xxoo
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Shit, I'm ready to pack up and fucking move to Ak...no shit...what do I have here....? No friends, no famiy,etc...at least there I'd have one friend...I don't know what the cost of living is like and such, but I can't stay here.....sell everything, mail the rest....and drive 3,000 miles with 5 cats and dog....
psyche
ANY man that you have to BUY is not worth it. He is a user and you deserve someone that loves you back as much as you love him. You have so many issues you need to work through before you can have a real relationship with the right man. Bringing a man back into the picture now will keep you from doing what you need to do for yourself. I know that this is NOT what you want to hear and you will probably get angry but this is the truth. You need to learn to be comfortable with yourself and love yourself before being involved in any other relationship. You may be "convinced" that you need him back but he is keeping you from dealing with your real issues.
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Rhonda
rrowley
That's why he left you - because you worshipped him. How can you respect someone who worships you? He obviously doesn't respect you. So why do you want a relationship with a man who doesn't respect you? Move forward.
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