psyche's Journal

I've just done some research on the 7 deadly sins and I am certainly guilty of several. Not all as I had feared. I am guility of the following sins: Sloth - as defined as deep sadness, despair, etc, and Wrath with a defination of Suicide as it's end result (most interesting). I am also most guilty of Envy. Envy and I have been advisors for years; someone has , family, friends (to discuss problems with and I regress at an amazing rate), a lover, etc. I envy people their families, their happiness, and so on.  When younger I used to be guilty of Lust, but atlas age has fixed the sin of Lust.  Gluttony, hmmmmmmmmm, only at times, mostly as the mood goes up and down.  The sin of Greed is alive and well.  Since I have little to no happiness with family or friends I do often buy things on line to keep myself entertained. And last but not least Pride....hmmmm, Pride....no I don't think I have much pride left. Some for sure, but not much.  I had pride when I thought that I was helping someone but I've found that I'm easily replaced and there for I must still suffer from the sin of Pride. 

Now what do you do when you suffer from these sins.  Well, you must confess and I hereby confess that I suffer and continue to commit the 7 deadly sins and deserve to be punished for such behavior.  There in lies the rub. I quess fasting is in order like the young man on the depression site has been doing. I have alot of appreciation for him. Or I could do confession, but I've just done that, I could take away something that I enjoy which would be this site. So I think that a combination  of the two might help me get back in everyone's good graces. A fast ( no food but fluids---can't give up cokes--sorry, crazy, but well) and then no more DS)...I mean what good I'm I don't....all of you have family and friends to talk too so you surely don't need me....so go in peace...and enjoy your family and friends.