Journal Entry for April 24, 2007
I don't even know what I'm trying to accomplish here,an internet support group seems weird but there is'nt really much I've been able to find else …
I love writing poetry and I have a bit of an addiction to music.I believe in freedom and that people should be free to do what they want to do,not being held back by pain or sadness to live out there dreams.I feel kinda funny going on here but I just need someone to talk to about this stuff,someone who does'nt know me,because all the people that really did have left because of what happened to me or because of what I did.I don't really know who I am quite yet but I hope this can help.
I love writing poetry and I have a bit of an addiction to music.I believe in freedom and that people should be free to do what they want to do,not being held back by pain or sadness to live out there dreams.I feel kinda funny going on here but I just need someone to talk to about this stuff,someone who does'nt know me,because all the people that really did have left because of what happened to me or because of what I did.I don't really know who I am quite yet but I hope this can help.
I don't even know what I'm trying to accomplish here,an internet support group seems weird but there is'nt really much I've been able to find else …
I've been having some bad 'waking nightmares' is the best word I have for them,times when I'm asleep and kind of caught up in something,but its like …
All my friends recently walked out 2, I'm all alone again, except 4 U-my new friend, THANX 4 being my friend! GBU! :-)
I don't remember that much,so I don't really know what did it,but I am starting to remember,so I could tell you about the dream that guided me to where I am now,what gave me hope that I would be alright,I woke up in a mental ward one day ,and there was angel,I talked to her and it helped,even though I did'nt know my best friend anymore,and I had a dream of holding someone looking into the sunset,it stuck with me for 4 1/2 years."thank you for breaking my heart"