My purpose
November 22, 2009 12:39pm
Well, it is time to lay my cards on the table. I need to find out what it is that I want out of life. One thing is for sure, we do not choose our …
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FishEagle 
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About Me
FishEagle
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Recent Activity
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5 hugs given, 5 hugs received, 3 discussion posts, 2 journal comments, 2 journal posts
Wednesday
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FishEagle wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: anger comes out 1:30pm
having a really tough day. Can't find anyone to talk to. There are some f*cking --holes that live in…
Tuesday
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FishEagle gave cbrcolt45 a hug 3:25am
Hope all is ok!!!…
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FishEagle wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: Crime 3:24am
An aquaintance was killed in an armed robbery yesterday in my home town. He left behind a pregnant wife…
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FishEagle updated their status 3:11am
Lost another aquaintance in armed robbery yesterday. Crime in South Africa...…
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Journal
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No mother's love
November 20, 2009 7:56am
It's true what they say, that it gets worse towards the end. When I started my counseling with the therapist I was confused about my mother's …
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Coming second
November 14, 2009 12:51pm
This was a diary entry I wrote about 2 weeks ago. It just explains some stuff. I didn't deserve to be raped just because I was the …
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Daddy
November 13, 2009 2:44am
It's clear to me now how much I feared and despised men, although I wasn't being honest about it with them. I was lying because I …
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He's gone
November 10, 2009 2:59pm
A visit to the psychologist yesterday was a stabilizing factor after what felt like an atom bomb explosion in my head. The rest of yesterday and …
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Hugbook
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I'm so sorry you have to see and deal with so much violence in your country. It is unbelievable that in today's day and age these things not only still occur, but are normal. Try to stay strong! I wish you all the best.
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Bad, bad meebo!!!
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I’m With You
I thought you may like this group I formed
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Oh FE, so sorry to read your mood message today. That is horrible, I know how that can be revolting and frustrating, to know that one's country has the means but it just doesn't get to those who really need it, so violence is rampant. The population sees extravagance and wealth, but doesn't have acess to basic needs. But politicians love to throw terms like "emerging" and "developing nations on us to mask the reality. Things here aren't any better. Feel yourself hugged.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I'm recovering from a childhood rape and abuse by both parents
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I couldn't have come this far without my therapist. I tend to over think things though. I try to hard to be 'good at' recovering instead of just feeling it
- Writing Working / Worked
- Brilliant!!! I have a blog that quite a few men have commented on - outside the usual rape survivor sites. It gave me a lot of encouragement because it showed me that they cared, even though they were only strangers. It gave me my faith back in men.
Close Sexual Abuse
I'm still struggling with my feelings about what happened to me as a child. I had 2 sexually abusive parents
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- I feel like there is no safer activity under this sun than driving......getting away from everyone and everything
- Talking Working / Worked
- Everything started changing when I started talking about how I feel and about my needs. The world just opened up for me. Had councelling for about 6 years.
Open Incest Survivors
My dad raped me and both my parents sexually abused me.
Open Rape
I was raped by my dad and sexually abused by both parents
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- Six years of counceling worked wonders.
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
I was raped by my dad and sexually abused by both my parents
