Lost and confused
November 10, 2009 5:28pm
As I layed and watch my daughter sleep lastnight, the tears fell freely. How could somebody I love so much, come from somebody who hurt me so much. I …
Worriedandhurt
5:50am, November 10, 2009
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November 14
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Worriedandhurt gave paulpursuingpurity a thanks 7:50pm
Thank you so much. It's going to be a long hard journey, but I know I need to support my SA through everything,…
November 10
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Worriedandhurt and paulpursuingpurity are now friends 6:30pm
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Worriedandhurt and PhoenixRising are now friends 5:52pm
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Worriedandhurt joined the Eating Disorders support group 5:43pm
Sexual abuse made me feel unworthy of anything that made me feel fulfilled. Food baing one of the greatest…
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Worriedandhurt joined the Depression support group 5:39pm
After believeing that as a young child I deserved to be mistreated, my feelings quickly spiralled to…
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I’m With You
Hi. Just wanted to let you know, I'm still thinking of you.
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My prayers are with you, Worried. You're in a difficult situation. I know that you've come to a place here where others are willing to help anyway that we can.
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Close Sex / Pornography Addiction
My boyfriend of three and a half years is addicted to sex and all things sexual. Recently gave birth to his daughter, and only just found out that when I was pregnant, he had taken nude photo's of my rude bits, and sent them to friends in his phone. Has also sent photo's of his rude bits to people in his phone and has sex with me every night, regardless of whether I want to or not.
Close Sexual Abuse
I wa sexually abused by a male cousin 4 years my elder from the ages of about 8 to 11. Although there was no penis insertion, his fingers often found there way into me as I slept... I suffered self esteem issues, anorexia, and to this day, still bulimia. I thought I forgave him for his actions after being made to feel a liar when I finally opened up to friends as a teenager. But he tried to hurt my sister too, and being older she knew it was wrong - and with her he never succeeded.
Open Depression
After believeing that as a young child I deserved to be mistreated, my feelings quickly spiralled to depression. Self esteem issues, anorexia, bulimia, I fight hard against it all so that I dont worry my family, but it will always consume me.
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- I don't like feeling as though I'm not in control of my moods so asked for a mild help. Mum thought I was alot calmer on medication, but when I fell pregnant to my first boyfriend at 19, I went off it. My daughter became my reason to live
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I never admitted to my family about my depression, but they have always known I'm not right. They help me through my traumatic times, but I am good at hiding my pain.
Open Eating Disorders
Sexual abuse made me feel unworthy of anything that made me feel fulfilled. Food baing one of the greatest gifts in life, seemed to good for me. A cry for help, I starved myself for 3 years. As the help started coming, I started eating - only to throw it up many times a day
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I dont want my parents to feel as failures, so as soon as they know I am going downhill, I lift again - only to quietly throw up when they think I am ok. I try not to vomit for the healthe of my daughters, but alot of the time, still do.
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