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rjward 
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About Me
rjward
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About Me
Just 3 months seperated from my wife and looking for people to chat with.
Just 3 months seperated from my wife and looking for people to chat with.
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Anything to take my mind off this tradgedy.
Anything to take my mind off this tradgedy.
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How you doing, hadn't heard from you in a while.
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SORRY TO HEAR OF YOUR SEPARATION. SILENCE IS SOMETHING I HAD TO ENDURE FOR YEARS. TRYING MAKING APPOINTMENTS WITH MY HUSBAND FOR HIM TO SPEAK JUST WITH ME, HE WOULD NOT FOLLOW THRU WITH COUNSELING, BEGGING, YELLING, ECT. HE JUST KEPT TELLING ME IT WAS MY PB. IT WAS WHAT HIS FATHER DID TO HIS MOTHER.THEN I FIND A FREIND & COMPANION AND HE IS IN THE FINAL STAGE/WEEKS OF TERMINAL CANCER. BUT HE WAS MY FRIND, AND IF I LOOK AGAIN FOR A MATE HE WILL FIRST BE MY FRIEND.
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Close Breakups & Divorce
I got to the point after suffering for 18 years of silence from my partner and no communication that I let myself physically abuse my spouse it has been hell since then and I wish she could forgive me or even talk to me so I can tell her how sorry I am for my actions.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- This would have worked better if we would have started sooner. But we were too late and now she wants nothing to do with me. She does'nt even want to speak to me and this has been a problem all through our marriage.
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- This would work if I could only accept the fact in my mind that she no longer wants me or loves me. But I still love her I am losing track of what is real and what is not.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Venting my anger by communication with others who will listen to me helps but I find myself guilting myself for the whole problem when I know there are two sides to it.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionSuffering from Clinical Depression due to Seperation from my family.
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Helps to keep my mind calm.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Helps.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Have a great counselor if only he was'nt so busy.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- My mum is a great support. My Dad is'nt
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- If Busporin is the same then it helps.
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Anger Management
To curb my anger developed through years of watching my family and silence from my ex.
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